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Monday Feb 13, 2012

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I've been having weird dreams lately.
Dreams that are pleasant while I'm having them but I wake up and think them horrifying. It's not that I'm eating babies or anything like that. They're just bringing up the past that I wanted to remain buried. Part of me is hoping that this means I'm finally ready for closure instead of repression. But I have no idea how to work through this stuff.
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infinity:
It's hard to figure out what it means - it could be that things are randomly coming back up again for no reason at all, they could be coming up for a reason, or you may be ready to pull things back up for the only reason of coming to terms with it. I'm hoping it's the last one - things have really changed for you, even if the past here is just before you and MDF got together.

In terms of how to face things or what to do - that really depends on you. Some people need others, others will only do it alone. Some talk it out, others write it. Do whatever you think is best and see where it takes you.
Feb 13, 2012
macq:
The bad news is, you have to tell someone important in your life about these issues from the past...We don't count...sorryfrown...The someone has to be someone that you would not ordinarily want to talk to about this stuff...but once you do, those fears will go away...perhaps the dreams are telling you it's time...It worked for me...and is a lot cheaper than therapy...just harder...
Feb 13, 2012

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