khillerkitten

I'm very good at what I do. VERY. But i don't want to be. I want to be good at the things I'm not doing, the things I ought to be doing....I'm getting so bored with my job...It is literally the most boring, maddening job ever had by anyone, getting sick of staring at vials of blood and making sure that 80 year old men don't get tested postive for pregnancy...If people only knew about all the errors I've corrected and how often their blood gets mislabeled with another person's label, they wouldn't go to the hospital half as much as they do...I've saved so many people from being prescibed a medication they don't need and having the wrong tests done on their stupid, coagulated black blood. It's no small wonder that I am a crazy person outside of work, since 40 hours a week I quietly stare at a person's fluids. Babies have the prettiest blood. I's pink. Not all mucked up with soda and cigarette smoke. I'm going back to school next semester after taking a good year and a half off to work and pay for the apartment...And i will start being good at the shit I want to be good at, as well as the shit I wish I wasn't doing...