the new hair is making me very happy. i forgot how sultry and confident it makes me feel.
fucking diablo II keeps crashing my computer. i think it's time for a new fan or something. overheating my ass.
i got plants and placemats in the mail today. i love getting packages.
now i'm watching "killer," where every gunshot wound sprays sparks as well as blood....
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fucking diablo II keeps crashing my computer. i think it's time for a new fan or something. overheating my ass.
i got plants and placemats in the mail today. i love getting packages.
now i'm watching "killer," where every gunshot wound sprays sparks as well as blood....
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onisean:
heh had to see if you were right blah doesn't work
have a nice week end
[Edited on May 21, 2004 10:11AM]
[Edited on May 21, 2004 10:11AM]
blownout:
Hey and nice work on the lanscaping business, that tree doesn't suck, you did a nice job. I'm current landscaper of my parents' house, so I can sympathize with how long it takes to get shit like that done even though it looks simple. Oh yeah, and I've giving my supervisor a certificate entitling her to one free hookup with me, so wish me luck
oh look! you can't see my boobies anymore!
was that a paradox? can you see my missing boobies? heh.
neener.
was that a paradox? can you see my missing boobies? heh.
neener.
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thegoatlord:
*pulls boxers up*
well wasnt that so wrong!

well wasnt that so wrong!
blownout:
Cheers to no more cranky face!!!!
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onisean:
you have issues 
anaphalaxis:
eeek! Spider!
thank you to everyone who shared their experience and insite about my last post. i truly believe that humans have the ability to talk so that we can teach each other. and i find it the biggest compliment that you cared enough about me to want to teach me what you had to offer.
anyway, the boy is here, asleep in my bed. as much...
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anyway, the boy is here, asleep in my bed. as much...
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xxlunerslidesxx:
make the boy your bitch, LOL, good luck I know how hard it is XXXOOO
ok I only put this face becasue i was just too shocked by it, my god three eyes
i feel like i should say something. or perhaps i should say "write" something, because i can't speak in this medium.
tonight i'm restless. i spent a good day working and cleaning, and achieved most everything i wanted to, though i still have some laundry to do before bed. tomorrow matt comes to town. previously whenever the ex would visit, i'd try hard to plan...
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tonight i'm restless. i spent a good day working and cleaning, and achieved most everything i wanted to, though i still have some laundry to do before bed. tomorrow matt comes to town. previously whenever the ex would visit, i'd try hard to plan...
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blownout:
I think maybe you're starting to realize a "middle way," to borrow from Buddhism. You shouldn't have to put so much effort in, and I think what you're "trying out" here shouldn't make you sad at all. It should make you curious to find out how you not doing all the work changes the dynamic of things. Enjoy the ride and see where it takes you, and if he doesn't respond well then fuck it. Not that I'm not sympathetic to the emotional aspect of all this, but I've been in your shoes before for a period of years and I had to learn that if you just stop trying to convince someone that they should love you back and see what happens, then you're a lot better off. Or maybe this is all bullshit and you've stopped reading by now. Who knows, but I hope you're feeling better
anaphalaxis:
I feel the same about my ex. I just cant get used to the idea that she isn't my baby any more. Especially since when we are together nothing seems to have changed. That whole "lets recreate a different relationship between us" shit is so painful. It makes me feel like the loneliest person in the world when she tries to do something to illustrate that we are "friends". Anyway, sorry to drop by and offload on you. Be well 
[Edited on May 15, 2004 4:15AM]
[Edited on May 15, 2004 4:15AM]
i think it's blah time again.
i'm tired...that is why i'm blah. most likely this weekend when the boy is down i'll be getting enough sleep. he's a great snuggle buddy. =)
i'm tired...that is why i'm blah. most likely this weekend when the boy is down i'll be getting enough sleep. he's a great snuggle buddy. =)
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blownout:
i've had insomnia like a motherfucker since i've been home, so i hear that. good luck this weekend (as if you need it)
blownout:
oh yeah, but your new profile pic looks a little too cranky! cheer up!
talking about love is like dancing about architecture.
discuss.
discuss.
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blownout:
oh yeah, and #37 and #40 are my favorites so far in your YT folder. beautiful
g_money:
good movie..very sad though
sniff .........
blah.
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blownout:
i'll raise ya an "ugh"
remyx:
Why are you not an SG yet?!?
wow
so how many of you have pictures of me on your harddrive or some sort of removeable media (not giving you that easy out!)
all i ask is that you don't go passing it around onto newsgroups or whatever. and please NEVER tell me how my pics get you all "hard and wet." yes, that was a quote.
anyway, just wondering how many people have...
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all i ask is that you don't go passing it around onto newsgroups or whatever. and please NEVER tell me how my pics get you all "hard and wet." yes, that was a quote.
anyway, just wondering how many people have...
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blownout:
Yes, mom I've taken good care of myself
! Actually, I honestly appreciate the concern considering that no one else seemed to care. I don't think I saved any of your pics, I just browsed through them a lot, once I have the time to let this slowass connection look through, I'll let ya know what my favorites are. Hope things are going well with you
. Oh yeah, and *PIMPSLAP TAG*
thegoatlord:
i dont save em.. people put them up for others to see. if they go down, obviously they dont want anyone seeing them anymore..
at least, thats MY logic on it..
and no one saves pics of me, itd corrupt their hdd.. and i dont want to be the cause of that..
at least, thats MY logic on it..
and no one saves pics of me, itd corrupt their hdd.. and i dont want to be the cause of that..

Wow, all these compliments on my looks are really throwing me off balance. Let's hope I don't get used to it.
Anyway, I just wanted to say that you also look fantastic. Rrrr.