Sunday Nov 23, 2003

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later in the night....
so besides all that bullshit, i need to stab myself in the eyeball. this trig is killing me, and the things mentioned above are terribly distracting.
this is what i get for totally wasting yesterday. maybe this is payback for being sneaky for the last week. dude, i dunno. but it needs to be over, NOW.
escottie:
blackeyed
jwgacy138:
i feel ya. sucks huh? oh well fuck 'em.

Sunday Nov 23, 2003

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so yeah.

still horny. *sigh*

math test to study for.

think i'm gonna go have brunch and read quicksilver. then come back and try to figure out my trig stuff. finals are almost here. ack!
jwgacy138:
aww, i wish i could help you with all of your endeavors .
wink and i suck at math.

Saturday Nov 22, 2003

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you can never reach for something new if you're not willing to let go of what you've got.


matt and i broke up today. i'm numb. over 4 years together. we stopped being happy. so now we're apart, working on our separate lives. maybe we'll get back together down the road. but i needed the time to myself, and he did as well.

so long...
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jwgacy138:
mmm kitty pics. i likey smile

well, i can weld anything. occupationally i weld on hydraulic tanks. exciting? i don't think so either. so you want to make a fantasy bed huh? no problem.

i play upright in a band called making ghosts (named after the shellac song "ghosts") if you want to listen check out
http://www.garageband.com/artist/gunstreetgirl though you have to download a program to do so. if not i would gladly send you a cd.

i haven't read the latest anne rice. i suck.

...and i love lab coats wink
rickroyal:
Hmm. Sorry to hear that. It's odd how a relationship just loses its momentum sometimes. Seems that's the way my relationships end most of the time; no one does anything of fault, they just end. It makes it easier to remain friends that way, at least.

Very nice pics, btw. And a good reading selection, too.

Saturday Nov 22, 2003

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i'm digging the new layout.

so. a whole weekend to myself. and no one with whom to hang out.

it's kind of distressing that i've been living in indy for over 3 years and still don't have anyone my age with whom to paint the town.

partially it's my fault. i'm so very hard to get to know. 99% of the time i'm totally aloof...
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Friday Nov 21, 2003

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so...
once again feeling predatory.

i swear my libido is abnormal. is it wrong that good sex makes me want more more MORE good sex? it doesn't satiate, it doesn't coast me until the next time. it just makes me exert extreme effort to keep from humping anything that stands still long enough. and all options for taking care of this need are far away...
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Wednesday Nov 19, 2003

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so.

yeah.

things...could be better...i suppose.



but then again, i have boobies.

I WIN!
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xxlunerslidesxx:
Things always seem worse than they are, luckily though you have your health, a home, people who love you, and lest we not forget your 3 largest blessings, Oni and Boobies, though in no perticuler order
krim:
master someone else's boobies....how does one accomplish such a task, it seems almost impossible. Please i need your guidence. blush

Tuesday Nov 18, 2003

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i got the new anne rice book. not sure if it's up to the quality of her previous books, but then again, this is post death of her husband. might have tweaked her some. we'll see. i'm only on chapter 8.
xxlunerslidesxx:
Tell him to change his journal more, and check the reply to your comment on my page smile

Saturday Nov 15, 2003

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so today i'm 24. halfway between 18 and 30. this is very, very bizarre.
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pratt_stevens:
happy birthday..

I went to one birthday party and missed yet another one that I was supposed to go to tonight, but we played late and I didn't have time to get everywhere I was supposed to go... frown

achterbahn:
Happy belated birthday!

Stumbled over you pic. Liked it. Liked the profile. Have absolutly no idea, how the community on this site works, cause it's my first day ...

But I like it.

Michael

Wednesday Nov 12, 2003

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bliss.
he tastes like cigarettes and coffee. somehow, this mixture is magic. i crave it. i crave him. i crave YOU, gb.

smiles interrupting kisses. laughing during sex. shy hazel eyes that i couldn't help trying to stare into forever.

i'm smitten. oh yes i am. and this is only the beginning.
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kharnalbloodlust:
thank you. =) he happens to be mr. grayblue over there on my friends list.

and oni is the best....he spoils me. he's sitting on my lap right now trying to get at the ice cubes in my drink. =)
xxlunerslidesxx:
I think it's brilliant and so is he, that's my girl!

Monday Nov 10, 2003

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you ever meet someone and you just can't wait to converse with them again? you check your email every half an hour, hoping there is an email for you from that person?
you try and remember all the details so you're never accused of not paying attention or being forgetful. you smile when you think of them and get a little jittery when trying to...
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poser:
Yea.

Yea.

Wow good job mate^
mutt123:
my band (the semantics) is playing a 9 pm show at United States of Mind this Saturday, the 15th @ 40th and Boulevard in Indy. We're opening for Anika Bently, wonderful "chamber rock" artist. i thought that since you're from town, perhaps you'd like to come. if you care to, just show up; or for better directions, etc...write muttv@hotmail.com
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