oh look! you can't see my boobies anymore!
was that a paradox? can you see my missing boobies? heh.
neener.
was that a paradox? can you see my missing boobies? heh.
neener.
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onisean:
you have issues 
anaphalaxis:
eeek! Spider!
thank you to everyone who shared their experience and insite about my last post. i truly believe that humans have the ability to talk so that we can teach each other. and i find it the biggest compliment that you cared enough about me to want to teach me what you had to offer.
anyway, the boy is here, asleep in my bed. as much...
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xxlunerslidesxx:
make the boy your bitch, LOL, good luck I know how hard it is XXXOOO 
ok I only put this face becasue i was just too shocked by it, my god three eyes
ok I only put this face becasue i was just too shocked by it, my god three eyes 
i feel like i should say something. or perhaps i should say "write" something, because i can't speak in this medium.
tonight i'm restless. i spent a good day working and cleaning, and achieved most everything i wanted to, though i still have some laundry to do before bed. tomorrow matt comes to town. previously whenever the ex would visit, i'd try hard to plan...
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tonight i'm restless. i spent a good day working and cleaning, and achieved most everything i wanted to, though i still have some laundry to do before bed. tomorrow matt comes to town. previously whenever the ex would visit, i'd try hard to plan...
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blownout:
I think maybe you're starting to realize a "middle way," to borrow from Buddhism. You shouldn't have to put so much effort in, and I think what you're "trying out" here shouldn't make you sad at all. It should make you curious to find out how you not doing all the work changes the dynamic of things. Enjoy the ride and see where it takes you, and if he doesn't respond well then fuck it. Not that I'm not sympathetic to the emotional aspect of all this, but I've been in your shoes before for a period of years and I had to learn that if you just stop trying to convince someone that they should love you back and see what happens, then you're a lot better off. Or maybe this is all bullshit and you've stopped reading by now. Who knows, but I hope you're feeling better 
anaphalaxis:
I feel the same about my ex. I just cant get used to the idea that she isn't my baby any more. Especially since when we are together nothing seems to have changed. That whole "lets recreate a different relationship between us" shit is so painful. It makes me feel like the loneliest person in the world when she tries to do something to illustrate that we are "friends". Anyway, sorry to drop by and offload on you. Be well
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[Edited on May 15, 2004 4:15AM]
i think it's blah time again.
i'm tired...that is why i'm blah. most likely this weekend when the boy is down i'll be getting enough sleep. he's a great snuggle buddy. =)
i'm tired...that is why i'm blah. most likely this weekend when the boy is down i'll be getting enough sleep. he's a great snuggle buddy. =)
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blownout:
i've had insomnia like a motherfucker since i've been home, so i hear that. good luck this weekend (as if you need it) 
blownout:
oh yeah, but your new profile pic looks a little too cranky! cheer up!
talking about love is like dancing about architecture.
discuss.
discuss.
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blownout:
oh yeah, and #37 and #40 are my favorites so far in your YT folder. beautiful
g_money:
good movie..very sad though 
sniff .........
sniff .........blah.
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blownout:
i'll raise ya an "ugh" 
remyx:
Why are you not an SG yet?!? 
wow
wow
so how many of you have pictures of me on your harddrive or some sort of removeable media (not giving you that easy out!)
all i ask is that you don't go passing it around onto newsgroups or whatever. and please NEVER tell me how my pics get you all "hard and wet." yes, that was a quote.
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all i ask is that you don't go passing it around onto newsgroups or whatever. and please NEVER tell me how my pics get you all "hard and wet." yes, that was a quote.
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blownout:
Yes, mom I've taken good care of myself ! Actually, I honestly appreciate the concern considering that no one else seemed to care. I don't think I saved any of your pics, I just browsed through them a lot, once I have the time to let this slowass connection look through, I'll let ya know what my favorites are. Hope things are going well with you . Oh yeah, and *PIMPSLAP TAG*
! Actually, I honestly appreciate the concern considering that no one else seemed to care. I don't think I saved any of your pics, I just browsed through them a lot, once I have the time to let this slowass connection look through, I'll let ya know what my favorites are. Hope things are going well with you . Oh yeah, and *PIMPSLAP TAG* 
thegoatlord:
i dont save em.. people put them up for others to see. if they go down, obviously they dont want anyone seeing them anymore..
at least, thats MY logic on it..
and no one saves pics of me, itd corrupt their hdd.. and i dont want to be the cause of that..
at least, thats MY logic on it..
and no one saves pics of me, itd corrupt their hdd.. and i dont want to be the cause of that..
new hair! you probably can't tell, but i can....yay new hair!
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tygertyger:
Haha. There's a big annual Mother's Day Run and Walk here in town. Lots of unhappy runners.
thegoatlord:
get these songs..
Whole, Payback, Wait for Me, Worlds Divide, and.. hrm.. Reliance.
all good stuff, three of em are decently hard, other two not so.. good spread of talent
Whole, Payback, Wait for Me, Worlds Divide, and.. hrm.. Reliance.
all good stuff, three of em are decently hard, other two not so.. good spread of talent
so i spent waaay too much money on plants for my yard. but i got some that i don't think the people down the street will have...a mock orange shrub, a butterfly bush, a variegated weigela (that's a big octopus looking bush that has pink and white flowers), some hybrid iris and daffodils (i never knew you could get red and white daffs). um, yeah....
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metaleric:
I'd never make it as a vegetarian. I hate all vegetables, salads, and most things like that. Black bean burgers? Oh my. I don't know. If you 'em, then what the hey.
I'm enjoying the nice day. Got some things done, took my parents out to dinner, changed the oil in my truck, took some pics of myself to upload, and bought a new printer, with a flat bed scanner, so I can scan some pictures onto my computer. My other one sucked. It wasn't a flatbed, and the photos were too thick and got stuck.
So this one should do the trick.
Good luck with the new hair-do.
I'm enjoying the nice day. Got some things done, took my parents out to dinner, changed the oil in my truck, took some pics of myself to upload, and bought a new printer, with a flat bed scanner, so I can scan some pictures onto my computer. My other one sucked. It wasn't a flatbed, and the photos were too thick and got stuck.
So this one should do the trick.
Good luck with the new hair-do.
machasha:
No... Red Dwarf is the shit. Cat is the best. And one can only dream of being like Lister. I've all of the first series on DVD.
And yes I even like Dr. Who. Which if you did not know the BBC is bringing him back again staring Christifer Eccleson ( Shallow Grave, 29 days later, Elizibeth) as the new Doctor. I heard that at one time there was a lot of talk about bring Red Dwarf to the big screen. So, my comment was....out of the choices you gave of thing to do tonight...duh....Red Dwarf. How can you not see that that is the answer. Shall I come over there to Indy so that you can Bitch Slap me into space three million years into the future witht the offspring of my long dead cat and dreams of Figi and chicken vindeloo?
And yes I even like Dr. Who. Which if you did not know the BBC is bringing him back again staring Christifer Eccleson ( Shallow Grave, 29 days later, Elizibeth) as the new Doctor. I heard that at one time there was a lot of talk about bring Red Dwarf to the big screen. So, my comment was....out of the choices you gave of thing to do tonight...duh....Red Dwarf. How can you not see that that is the answer. Shall I come over there to Indy so that you can Bitch Slap me into space three million years into the future witht the offspring of my long dead cat and dreams of Figi and chicken vindeloo?
* xxlunerslidesxx is coming to see me for my halloween party!!!! holy sheeeeiiiit! *dances around*
* in other news, it seems the boy has just chosen me over the band for the first time in our 4+ year history. i'm...speechless.
* in other news, it seems the boy has just chosen me over the band for the first time in our 4+ year history. i'm...speechless.
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thegoatlord:
is she friend or foe?!
thegoatlord:
oh, i almost forgot..
*tackles*
*bites*
youre it!
*runs away*
(ninja style)
*tackles*
*bites*
youre it!
*runs away*
(ninja style
)the nicest thing said about me in awhile..thank you herichon.
"you know, you could write amazing poetry, if you really tried to. i'm sure of it. it would be different from mine, because you view the world differently, but it would be amazing. in fact i would like to read it, because it would be interesting to see your view of life distilled down...
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"you know, you could write amazing poetry, if you really tried to. i'm sure of it. it would be different from mine, because you view the world differently, but it would be amazing. in fact i would like to read it, because it would be interesting to see your view of life distilled down...
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wated:
I just read your 'into' list and I want to form a religion based on your teachings.
You wear a lab coat too!
You wear a lab coat too!
lostarchitect:
i may have asked you already, but did you ever read VALIS?
well wasnt that so wrong!