a couple of key points in my life are going in such a way that disaster is very possible.
and usually i'm the queen of anxiety. sleepless nights and jittery days.
but now, i'm in that zone of acceptance where rather than stand around and yell about the boat flooding, i'd rather bail away until i can think of a way to fix everything.
calm...
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and usually i'm the queen of anxiety. sleepless nights and jittery days.
but now, i'm in that zone of acceptance where rather than stand around and yell about the boat flooding, i'd rather bail away until i can think of a way to fix everything.
calm...
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new pic up. trying this one out. wish my webcam didn't have such a yellow cast to it.
i find it funny how every time matt and i have a breakup he turns into a warm, loving, affectionate guy who talks til i tell him to shut up. it's a total 180 from who he normally is.
which makes me absolutely not want to get...
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i find it funny how every time matt and i have a breakup he turns into a warm, loving, affectionate guy who talks til i tell him to shut up. it's a total 180 from who he normally is.
which makes me absolutely not want to get...
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jwgacy138:
oh
serialx:
Wow Foxy lady!!!!!!!!!
BAMF!
BAMF!
ok then.
i've eaten til i sick on ribs (we don't do turkey in my family) and pie.
i've also posted the previously dead picture of me on my way to work tuesday. it shows teeth and includes the sexy hair i like so much.
in other news...
there is still no news.
tired tired tired. need a hot bath and my latest forgotten realms...
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i've eaten til i sick on ribs (we don't do turkey in my family) and pie.
i've also posted the previously dead picture of me on my way to work tuesday. it shows teeth and includes the sexy hair i like so much.
in other news...
there is still no news.
tired tired tired. need a hot bath and my latest forgotten realms...
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jwgacy138:
i bet you make your co-workers happy. bastards.
all gone!
*waves*
oh yeah, and remember to help me pick my profile picture.
i'll also take suggestions for new pictures.
happy thanksgiving!
*waves*
oh yeah, and remember to help me pick my profile picture.
i'll also take suggestions for new pictures.
happy thanksgiving!
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holymackerel:
i believe #10 is my fav reall cute pic
godlessnerd:
I still think you sould keep this one. SUPER sexy LIPS! UNGG!
new day.
though it's before noon, so i deny that i've been here yet.
i head home to see the parents and matt tonight. i can't remember the last time i got a full two days to hang out with my family.
i want opinions. pick your favorite of my pics here for my profile picture. currently i'm wavering between the one i have now...
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though it's before noon, so i deny that i've been here yet.
i head home to see the parents and matt tonight. i can't remember the last time i got a full two days to hang out with my family.
i want opinions. pick your favorite of my pics here for my profile picture. currently i'm wavering between the one i have now...
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godlessnerd:
I think this one is the best, cause you get to see your beautiful powty lips... mmmm *bites them!* 
xxlunerslidesxx:
I love all of them but If I had the choose I would say sexyhair, or this one. So how was thanksgiving? How's the family? Ciao
Booyah!
ok, not sure if i've ever typed that word before.
anyway, i think i aced my trig exam. everything just came together and made sense. i'm surprised to say the least.
and re: yesterday's second entry....
at this point, i give up. i'm done waiting for other people to make up their minds and then basing my happiness on their decisions. i guess i...
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ok, not sure if i've ever typed that word before.
anyway, i think i aced my trig exam. everything just came together and made sense. i'm surprised to say the least.
and re: yesterday's second entry....
at this point, i give up. i'm done waiting for other people to make up their minds and then basing my happiness on their decisions. i guess i...
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xxlunerslidesxx:
For the record when it rains it pours, so don't worry skys clear eventually.
Put simply I think you should just do what makes you feel good and fuck what people tell you is the "right" thing, it's a waste of time and energy. Reach your goals do what you want go where you want hell fuck who you want and if anyone has a problem tell them that it's not your problem they can't make a decision.
In the words of Jon Davis "To a world that never appreciated shit...You Can Suck My Dick and Fucking Like It"
Smiles, kisses and encouraging Hugs
Love Marlaina your neighborhood harlot
Put simply I think you should just do what makes you feel good and fuck what people tell you is the "right" thing, it's a waste of time and energy. Reach your goals do what you want go where you want hell fuck who you want and if anyone has a problem tell them that it's not your problem they can't make a decision.
In the words of Jon Davis "To a world that never appreciated shit...You Can Suck My Dick and Fucking Like It"
Smiles, kisses and encouraging Hugs
Love Marlaina your neighborhood harlot
jwgacy138:
nice job on the trig.
guys are shitty communicators emotionally, don't let it get to ya.
i'll bet you're cute when you're pissed.
guys are shitty communicators emotionally, don't let it get to ya.
i'll bet you're cute when you're pissed.
later in the night....
so besides all that bullshit, i need to stab myself in the eyeball. this trig is killing me, and the things mentioned above are terribly distracting.
this is what i get for totally wasting yesterday. maybe this is payback for being sneaky for the last week. dude, i dunno. but it needs to be over, NOW.
jwgacy138:
i feel ya. sucks huh? oh well fuck 'em.
so yeah.
still horny. *sigh*
math test to study for.
think i'm gonna go have brunch and read quicksilver. then come back and try to figure out my trig stuff. finals are almost here. ack!
still horny. *sigh*
math test to study for.
think i'm gonna go have brunch and read quicksilver. then come back and try to figure out my trig stuff. finals are almost here. ack!
jwgacy138:
aww, i wish i could help you with all of your endeavors .
and i suck at math.
and i suck at math.you can never reach for something new if you're not willing to let go of what you've got.
matt and i broke up today. i'm numb. over 4 years together. we stopped being happy. so now we're apart, working on our separate lives. maybe we'll get back together down the road. but i needed the time to myself, and he did as well.
so long...
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matt and i broke up today. i'm numb. over 4 years together. we stopped being happy. so now we're apart, working on our separate lives. maybe we'll get back together down the road. but i needed the time to myself, and he did as well.
so long...
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jwgacy138:
mmm kitty pics. i likey 
well, i can weld anything. occupationally i weld on hydraulic tanks. exciting? i don't think so either. so you want to make a fantasy bed huh? no problem.
i play upright in a band called making ghosts (named after the shellac song "ghosts") if you want to listen check out
http://www.garageband.com/artist/gunstreetgirl though you have to download a program to do so. if not i would gladly send you a cd.
i haven't read the latest anne rice. i suck.
...and i love lab coats
well, i can weld anything. occupationally i weld on hydraulic tanks. exciting? i don't think so either. so you want to make a fantasy bed huh? no problem.
i play upright in a band called making ghosts (named after the shellac song "ghosts") if you want to listen check out
http://www.garageband.com/artist/gunstreetgirl though you have to download a program to do so. if not i would gladly send you a cd.
i haven't read the latest anne rice. i suck.
...and i love lab coats
rickroyal:
Hmm. Sorry to hear that. It's odd how a relationship just loses its momentum sometimes. Seems that's the way my relationships end most of the time; no one does anything of fault, they just end. It makes it easier to remain friends that way, at least.
Very nice pics, btw. And a good reading selection, too.
Very nice pics, btw. And a good reading selection, too.
i'm digging the new layout.
so. a whole weekend to myself. and no one with whom to hang out.
it's kind of distressing that i've been living in indy for over 3 years and still don't have anyone my age with whom to paint the town.
partially it's my fault. i'm so very hard to get to know. 99% of the time i'm totally aloof...
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so. a whole weekend to myself. and no one with whom to hang out.
it's kind of distressing that i've been living in indy for over 3 years and still don't have anyone my age with whom to paint the town.
partially it's my fault. i'm so very hard to get to know. 99% of the time i'm totally aloof...
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so...
once again feeling predatory.
i swear my libido is abnormal. is it wrong that good sex makes me want more more MORE good sex? it doesn't satiate, it doesn't coast me until the next time. it just makes me exert extreme effort to keep from humping anything that stands still long enough. and all options for taking care of this need are far away...
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once again feeling predatory.
i swear my libido is abnormal. is it wrong that good sex makes me want more more MORE good sex? it doesn't satiate, it doesn't coast me until the next time. it just makes me exert extreme effort to keep from humping anything that stands still long enough. and all options for taking care of this need are far away...
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so.
yeah.
things...could be better...i suppose.
but then again, i have boobies.
I WIN!
yeah.
things...could be better...i suppose.
but then again, i have boobies.
I WIN!
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xxlunerslidesxx:
Things always seem worse than they are, luckily though you have your health, a home, people who love you, and lest we not forget your 3 largest blessings, Oni and Boobies, though in no perticuler order
krim:
master someone else's boobies....how does one accomplish such a task, it seems almost impossible. Please i need your guidence. 
being as I'm a drummer, we were never in the band at the same time, but everyone is on speaking terms and whatnot..
If you went to the academy and knew matt, it is likely that you may know of my ex.. she didn't go there but was really good friends with a few kids that did (alan, justin, etc.....).. anyhow, her name is sham and I don't talk about her so much (if you don't have anything nice........)
so yeah.. we're playing at the melody this saturday.. dunno if matt will be there or not, but he does come to some of our shows.... also playing at the patio on wednesday the 10th..