khaotik

I think I should be in bed right now... I have to be up in 3 hours to go to work.
Work used to stress me out. I would sit there and worry about getting things done on time and making sure that the projects went out on time, but even working as fast as I could, I couldn't get them done....
So I stopped worrying about it, I just do the BEST I possibly can, and accept what comes of it. 9 times out of 10, it goes out according to schedule, and it isn't my fault or my responsibility for the poor management my boss does....
I'm just a grunt, and I can only work so fast.

On an unrelated tangent,
I'm not quite entirely sure why, but I feel like something is completely off kilter in my life recently.
I'm having trouble figuring out what... it just feels wrong. Like something is just not quite right. Almost feels as though I've fucked up somewhere along the road and I'm finally suffering the consequences.
Either that or I took a left somewhere I took a right and this is where it took me.

Hopefully it'll all work out in the end.

Khaotik