khalista

Ok... So I have not been in the greatest of moods lately. Very many things don't go close enough to how I want them and its all small stupid stuff, mostly dealing with my job. But my mood carries over into my real life, which I hate. There are many things that can make me happy like my family, music, dogs, friends, etc. But lately I feel like my mood from work is still there and I end up pissing people off that make me happy and then I feel even worse. I was thinking about this at work all day because I had yet another shitty day and I was in a bad mood at work. I am SO tired of hating my job. I am more or less stuck there til I get my degree though cause I cannot seem to find anything that pays me enough to quit with having a degree in something/anything. What do you guys do when you start to feel like this? How do you leave it all behind at work and not bring it home? If you do bring it home how do you try to turn it away from the people how do make you happy? I am asking you all instead of my family and in-person friends cause you all don't know much about my job and haven't known me for years so you can maybe give me some ideas that other people haven't suggested...

Ok, what else... something a bit happier... um, I got an A- on a paper that I wrote in about 10 mins at the last min. I was aiming for just a C or so. I didn't want to do the paper at all but I kept getting told by my friends that something is better than nothing so... yeah... wow, an A-. Silly. I think that means I will probably be getting an A in that class. I know I got an A in another and I should get at least a B in my other. Not bad. Now, if I could just get myself enrolled in my summer class........... Its proving to be difficult.

I am still looking fo things to buy from iTunes... I am finding myself slightly disappointed by their library though. They don't have any Beatles CDs... wtf?!?! How can you call yourself a music store and not have Beatles stuff? I blame Mr Michael Jackson... though I don't know how all that stuff works I know he outbid Paul McCartney on the rights to the songs (which is just WAY wrong as it is). It may not be his doing but I still blame him, lol.

I saw Saw tonight. It was ok until the end... eh. Not bad but not exactly good either. Eulogy was GREAT and We Don't Live Here Anymore is also really worth watching. I saw Hitchhiker's Guide this weekend, it was pretty funny. I want to see A Lot Like Love.

Ok, thats all for now. I didn't sleep last night so I am kinda getting tired and running out of things to say and soon I will start rambling (even worse than I was... um, kinda like I am now)...Yeah... Ok... Thats all. Hope everyone is doing well.