Shooting a set on Sat with Perkunas! I am looking forward to it. Wish me luck! 
I got in trouble at work again yesterday. Nothing new these days. I was also told that I am not working, not doing my share. My major job duty is split between me and two new people. Two new people who don't like what they are doing already and both want to leave. They are great people but they hate the job so they are slow and one of them doesn't pay attention to the details. So, I pick up after them. I also troubleshoot our computers whenever someone calls me, I fill in on the desk (which has happened a lot lately since we are short-staffed), I take care of damaged and missing materials. All these things take me away from that major job duty. Not to mention I get called to the desk at least once a day to find some missing item thats supposed to be on the shelf. Its fucking crap. I bust my ass to get as much done as possible there. My boss told me that she feels like my breaks and lunch time are more important than my job... well, if it was up to her I'd never get either a break nor a lunch so yes, I keep track of my breaks. I need to get out of there during the day and thats my only time to do it. My personal time (which I do not get paid for) is important to me, its the only thing keeping me partly sane.
This job is killing me. Its destroying me mentally and emotionally. I hope I get that promotion on Friday, its my only fast way out and I need it. I'm losing it and I am going to get up snapping and telling my boss to fuck out and walking out the door. She'd deserve it but I can't afford to do that.
Anyway... Saturday, Saturday will be good. Sunday will be good. Monday I think I have off. Hopefully by Tuesday I will know I am going to another location.
I got in trouble at work again yesterday. Nothing new these days. I was also told that I am not working, not doing my share. My major job duty is split between me and two new people. Two new people who don't like what they are doing already and both want to leave. They are great people but they hate the job so they are slow and one of them doesn't pay attention to the details. So, I pick up after them. I also troubleshoot our computers whenever someone calls me, I fill in on the desk (which has happened a lot lately since we are short-staffed), I take care of damaged and missing materials. All these things take me away from that major job duty. Not to mention I get called to the desk at least once a day to find some missing item thats supposed to be on the shelf. Its fucking crap. I bust my ass to get as much done as possible there. My boss told me that she feels like my breaks and lunch time are more important than my job... well, if it was up to her I'd never get either a break nor a lunch so yes, I keep track of my breaks. I need to get out of there during the day and thats my only time to do it. My personal time (which I do not get paid for) is important to me, its the only thing keeping me partly sane.
This job is killing me. Its destroying me mentally and emotionally. I hope I get that promotion on Friday, its my only fast way out and I need it. I'm losing it and I am going to get up snapping and telling my boss to fuck out and walking out the door. She'd deserve it but I can't afford to do that.
Anyway... Saturday, Saturday will be good. Sunday will be good. Monday I think I have off. Hopefully by Tuesday I will know I am going to another location.
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You've always come across as such an open person K, with a lot going for you and a good soul, but I hope that you can find your way out of this job soon. It's draining you and the resultant stress is probably partly responsible for the headaches and tiredness that you suffer with.
Enjoy shooting your set, kick back and let the camera reveal what a fantastic lady you are. I'm looking forward to seeing it, as I'm sure are many others!