hmmmmm, tis early this morning 
I'm currently in Belfast right now, but the trip is bitter sweet, ive come bac for a funeral
a friend of mine committed suicide, it's weird seeing that written down and i think the reason i cant sleep is because the is funeral today, it hasn't really sunk in until now he was an awesmoe person and I'm sure if he could see us here he would tell us to cheer up and get the party started. But I'm a firm believer in celebrating that the person has lived, rather than the fact they are dead. Gary wouldnt want us to sit around crying, he would want us to remember the good times 
it's funny tho, this has thrown up lots of other things, I had to come from bristol for this, and I felt totally helpless, and it got me thinkin that god forbid something happened to someone in my family, id b stranded in bristol, its gotta b a pro for coming home as the Belfast vs. Bristol feud rages on.
In other news, I told that job for the sales and marketing company that i didnt want the position, i just sent the email, which was a bit of a cop out, but i couldnt stand to phone them, they would probably badger me to stay with their 5 step plan for success. It's just not really a job that I'm suited for, bullying people on their doorstep to change their gas and electricity supplier
Do u wanna give me a job? hehe. The job hunt is also raging on lol
I'm also starting a diet, well, maybe diet is the wrong word, I've just gotta stop eating junk! Honestly, all I seem to do is eat! and it's not a lot of healthy stuff either. A curt down on biscuits and chocolate is needed and maybe laying off the booze, I'm cultivating a cider belly at the minute
Oh and lastly, i think, the member review
thanks for all the comments, they mean a lot and i hope i can take what criticism uve given me and work on making my next set better 
think ive gotta theme for it but gotta see how the 1st one gets on
Now tho, it's time for another cup of tea
peace!
xxx
I'm currently in Belfast right now, but the trip is bitter sweet, ive come bac for a funeral
a friend of mine committed suicide, it's weird seeing that written down and i think the reason i cant sleep is because the is funeral today, it hasn't really sunk in until now
he was an awesmoe person and I'm sure if he could see us here he would tell us to cheer up and get the party started. But I'm a firm believer in celebrating that the person has lived, rather than the fact they are dead. Gary wouldnt want us to sit around crying, he would want us to remember the good times
it's funny tho, this has thrown up lots of other things, I had to come from bristol for this, and I felt totally helpless, and it got me thinkin that god forbid something happened to someone in my family, id b stranded in bristol, its gotta b a pro for coming home as the Belfast vs. Bristol feud rages on.
In other news, I told that job for the sales and marketing company that i didnt want the position, i just sent the email, which was a bit of a cop out, but i couldnt stand to phone them, they would probably badger me to stay with their 5 step plan for success. It's just not really a job that I'm suited for, bullying people on their doorstep to change their gas and electricity supplier
Do u wanna give me a job? hehe. The job hunt is also raging on lol
I'm also starting a diet, well, maybe diet is the wrong word, I've just gotta stop eating junk! Honestly, all I seem to do is eat! and it's not a lot of healthy stuff either. A curt down on biscuits and chocolate is needed and maybe laying off the booze, I'm cultivating a cider belly at the minute
Oh and lastly, i think, the member review
thanks for all the comments, they mean a lot and i hope i can take what criticism uve given me and work on making my next set better think ive gotta theme for it but gotta see how the 1st one gets on
Now tho, it's time for another cup of tea
peace!
xxx