kezai

i haven't slept properly in days it sucks, i fell exhausted and really sensitive about everything, being super self conscious, not the best start to my holiday at home.

Belfast wasn't itself today, it was aggrivated, i was walking with one of my best mates and i felt like a lot of people were looking at me, and a few of them were. Belfast isn't a city that is great with seeing girls with tattoos and mohawks. That's the biggest problem i have with Belfast, it can be so backwards sometimes maybe im just being over-sensitive today due to lack of sleep, i'm praying that's what it is.

it feels like something here isnt right, like something doesn't fit properly and i don't like it, i've been wanting, aching to be here with my family and now i'm here i'm finding it really difficult to adjust to being here

it's nice to have the SG blog to release some of the stresses makes me feel a little less heavy, hopefully tomorrow things will be brighter i hope so