kewpie

I've been the most loved hopeful for a few days now but it doesn't seem like it's going any farther than that. I know I'm going to make SG someday and I don't say that because I'm cocky but I say that because there's no way I'm going to give up trying. This whole thing is like a dream to me and it's the most fun I've had in a very long time. I believe that the meaning of life is different for everyone and I know what mine is. No, it's not SG but it's up there. I want to be a mommy but I know that right now isn't the time. SG has helped me have a reason to wait because I can only do this while I'm reasonably young and fit. Without SG I would spend most of my free time feeling incomplete. I don't know if that sounds ridiculous but it's how I feel.