kevinmaxwell

Thanks Tunala, I appreciate your reply to my last post, you're a true doll.

I had my first Chemotherapy session the 3rd and all didn't go well, no matter how bad I wanted it to run smooth. I did ok with the first 3 IV's I had but the last one really fucked me up, first my airways started to shut down, they fixed that by lowering the dose, then I had chills, I was shaking really bad, of course they stopped the treatment of the 4th IV and I finally stopped the shaking, of course the 5th I have to go back for the second dose of this stuff, since they never finished giving me the full chemo...shit. I just can't win. I know its a "guess what works" stuff, but man this is killing me. Whats worse: the cancer or the treatment?

I must have pissed off somebody pretty bad to have this. I cant even concentrate on getting better 100% because of the Hell-hole I live in. I need to move outside of Vegas, where it is quiet, peaceful, serene. Maybe an all female nudist colony? LOL! At least I still have a sense of humor. Or was it a joke?




Maybe I will get some replies on this blog? Hmmm? Any takers? even 1?