omg i just realized that i am/was emotionaly crippled, the realization came by the way of drunken man i was communicating with.  Its a heall of a revelation, I've seen it before, but not from this area, or maybe i have and repressed it. blah.  dammable shifts in perspective.  I need to find a way to either completely divest myself of this knowledge or find a way to add this new knowledge into the odd construct thats me.  oh god now i feel like punk internet user.  Doesn't matter unfortunitely for i really believe that one truth must previel.  people if you do know anything about me I have just made another transition at another odd time to make me a better man.  Ah man.  P.S. I got to stop watching Conan
    
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Thursday Nov 18, 2004
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Tuesday Nov 16, 2004
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