kev1n

when in doubt, buy more computer parts.
that's my motto.
i say, as i hope to purchase a 2.6gHz p4.
why?
because i'm a dork.
because it's for doom3.
because it gives me something else to think about.

if you read yesterday's notes, i'm no better now.
after a while of inhuman contact, i've sort of powered down all my emotions. i can fake happiness and such, when i'm out with my friends. but as a whole, i generally just exist. that way i don't have conflicts of interest.
seeing her...i remembered how great she was. now i'm sort of an emotional wreck.
all i want to do is move to be with her.
that's all i want now.
i need to talk to her about this. where the fuck is she?
oh man, i don't know what's going on.
i'm generally known for not planning things more than a day in advance. i don't make big decisions on the fly. but i'd move for her in an instant.
in a heartbeat.
god dammit, why me.
you'll have to forgive me, i honestly could go on forever about her..which could be seen as romantic or insane.
*looks around*
well, either way, i still love her..
-K