spur of the moment
the pics i used aren't even good pics
but they are an accurate description of me
:]
so here we go
i guess we'll see
i don't expect to get in this time around
but i don't think its impossible lol
so this last weekend my family and i spent 5 days at lake mead
it was soooo hot!
oh man...i am so fried
i have the worst sunburn i've ever had
i have blisters and such on my shoulders and chest....owie
oh the pain
every inch of me is sunburned....the only exceptions are the tiny triangles that covered my boobs
and the tiny bathing suit bottoms that covered my bum, my armpits,
and the palm of my hands are fine
oh and places that were covered by jewelery!
that is ALL
ALL!!!
everything else is burned
and what i am the most mad about is the fact that it is going to tan some
grrrrrr
people keep telling me i need to figure out who i am...and what i like...not what other people tell me i like
and that bothers me
because when i finally do decide that i like something [or someone even] i get crap for it
and people tell me its weird or not right or they have a problem with it or whatever
i don't like to tan.
at all.
i would like to be pure albino white
seriously
and i get crap for that from the very people who tell me i need to know what i like
{{le sigh}}
i just can't win now can i??
oh well
i'm in very high spirits....have been for quite a while
yes i really am back on here
and will be replying and such to people
sorry i sucked for so long
i'm a lametoast like that sometimes!
i'm getting better though!
i went through a hard rut in my life
and things aren't completely better
i'm still struggling....i'm going down a very rocky and very precarious road right now.
but things are bearable....mostly
so i'm dealing
yay for that
ok....hmmm....pictures...there has been quite the lack of those
along with the lack of me!
here are the ones i sent in for the application [lame choices i know]
and here are some ones to just amuse you ^_^
even though i think this one has been seen before! O_o
and here are some of my burns.....but these are only after the first day
i dont have any pics of me right now
because it is truly hideous...[[THREE WHOLE FREAKING DAYS IN AT LEAST 155 DEGREE WEATHER!!]].....and hurts to try to take a pic...its hard to lift my arms sadly :[
you can't quite tell how bad it is in this one....
but in this one you can :[
bah...look at how beautifully white i was! i look like i still have a suit on! :[[
i sent this to a friend of mine today...he had been giving me crap about being Canadian all day yesterday! lol
hooray for Canada ^_^
and have a chicken 
