HELP
I'm about to share something sensitive an personal, but I can only rely to you. Some people know must of me, but this part of me, the SG part of me, from the people who know it you are the only ones I trust. You might think I'm a bit insane, but we all are so I don't care.
I have a lot of sexual energy since I can remember so being desired, big part of sexual pleasure, is something I need,. I want to be wanted, I want to be a sex icon, I like thinking that you enjoy seeing me naked. I don't want to know the specifics, I just like knowing you find me attractive. I love making you feel that I can eat you up, and ou want it. I love being a predator, I love the hunt, and this is the healthiest way I've found to express that energy. What I'm about to say is gonna make me sound very conceited, but I'm opening myself so fuck it. I think that I'm exceptionally beautiful, wherever I go I stand out. I've felt like this for a very long time, so I used all this sexual energy I have and I just had fun with men and used them, I'm not proud to admit I was the worst kind of bitch there is. I destroyed a couple of men. I broke hearts knowing what I was doing. I had a guy in love with me (yes, I had, I did it on purpose) for 11 years, He had a girlfriend for 4 years during which he kept telling me he would dump her for me, and he didn't marry her because I told him not to. In my defense, I told him he shouldn't marry someone if he wanted to be with someone else, even if that perso didn't want him back, but he didn't take it like that. By then I had eared it, I had made him think that he might someday have a chance for about 10 years. By the end he was terribly depressed and told me I was rotten inside, I earned that too. The saddest part is that it ended because I ended it because I didn't want to hurt him anymore. And he has the one I hurt the most, but not the only one, A big part that made me change was modeling. I found a healthy way to channel all that sexual energy and supersized ego. I don't want to be that girl anymore, I don't want to hurt anyone.
Now, here's the part where I need your help. I have 2 stalkers. One of them knows where I live, I've met him, he knows my schedule and my car licence plates. The other one found out my cellphone and house number, all my emails and knows a lot about me. I'm getting scared. I stopped posing since I found out, but I feel the evil me coming out (I've cone to therapy for this, I know it's weird) and I really don't want her back. I have a boyfriend I love with all I am and I know that if she comes back I'll loose him. The guys haven't stopped and if I involve the police my ver conservative parents will find out what I do and make me stop, and if my boyfriend finds out I have stalkers he will make stop and probably find the guys and kill them or something. What should I do?
I'm about to share something sensitive an personal, but I can only rely to you. Some people know must of me, but this part of me, the SG part of me, from the people who know it you are the only ones I trust. You might think I'm a bit insane, but we all are so I don't care.
I have a lot of sexual energy since I can remember so being desired, big part of sexual pleasure, is something I need,. I want to be wanted, I want to be a sex icon, I like thinking that you enjoy seeing me naked. I don't want to know the specifics, I just like knowing you find me attractive. I love making you feel that I can eat you up, and ou want it. I love being a predator, I love the hunt, and this is the healthiest way I've found to express that energy. What I'm about to say is gonna make me sound very conceited, but I'm opening myself so fuck it. I think that I'm exceptionally beautiful, wherever I go I stand out. I've felt like this for a very long time, so I used all this sexual energy I have and I just had fun with men and used them, I'm not proud to admit I was the worst kind of bitch there is. I destroyed a couple of men. I broke hearts knowing what I was doing. I had a guy in love with me (yes, I had, I did it on purpose) for 11 years, He had a girlfriend for 4 years during which he kept telling me he would dump her for me, and he didn't marry her because I told him not to. In my defense, I told him he shouldn't marry someone if he wanted to be with someone else, even if that perso didn't want him back, but he didn't take it like that. By then I had eared it, I had made him think that he might someday have a chance for about 10 years. By the end he was terribly depressed and told me I was rotten inside, I earned that too. The saddest part is that it ended because I ended it because I didn't want to hurt him anymore. And he has the one I hurt the most, but not the only one, A big part that made me change was modeling. I found a healthy way to channel all that sexual energy and supersized ego. I don't want to be that girl anymore, I don't want to hurt anyone.
Now, here's the part where I need your help. I have 2 stalkers. One of them knows where I live, I've met him, he knows my schedule and my car licence plates. The other one found out my cellphone and house number, all my emails and knows a lot about me. I'm getting scared. I stopped posing since I found out, but I feel the evil me coming out (I've cone to therapy for this, I know it's weird) and I really don't want her back. I have a boyfriend I love with all I am and I know that if she comes back I'll loose him. The guys haven't stopped and if I involve the police my ver conservative parents will find out what I do and make me stop, and if my boyfriend finds out I have stalkers he will make stop and probably find the guys and kill them or something. What should I do?
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littlejohn22:
wow... I know you do not want the Police involved.. but your stalkers do not need to know that... drop a hint to your stalkers that the police are involved and hopefully that will back them off.... now I would say... Call the Police for your safety, but I do see why you do not.... you stay safe... you are a precious beautiful women
kers:
Thank you all for being so supportive!!! ;D