kerberos

update.... hummmm.... update?

i feel burnt. fried, frazzled, disconnected.
a floater in your drink, a mote in your eye.
running in a million directions, only to find
.... i haven't started yet......

where am i going, what have i done
dear god.... what have i done?
turn off the lights, snuff the candles,
close the eyes and unplug the brain.

it's over for the day,...
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since no one had any jokes for saturday, i figured that i'd start off some on sunday from shows and movies.

the first one is from a monty python skit called "the worlds most deadly joke". unfortunatly, i don't understand german so i'll tell you the german's "deadly" joke.
"two peanuts were walking down the street, and one was a salted peanut."

the other joke...
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saturday, saaaaaaatuuuuuuuurd-ay. hehehe, there's turd in saturday...

it's been one of those lazy, stay in your pjays all freaking day while ice falls out of the sky. yes, ice is falling out of the sky and my car is coated.
the only thing that i have done today is play on the computer and the PS2. i'm gonna work up a nice case of cabin...
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let me just start by saying what a fucktactuar assflavored shitty day today was. work sucked, i didn't get to go to lunch cuz i was stupid enough to wait until noon to think about it and that seems to be the time that everyone comes to my desk with questions and the phone wont stop ringing. since i missed lunch i was a total...
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i'm baaaaaackkkkk..... mother biches.....

about damn time i got internet at home. no more stealing internet from my neighbors, cuz that doesn't work all the time. so now i sit on my couch drinkin a beer doin it all wirelessly. a funny thing happened when i was setting my my wireless router. apparently someone in my building has the exact same router as i do....
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hello. i'm deimus' id. he's away right now, so please leave a message and when he awakes, i'll let him know.

danka.

edited to state - work has somehow blocked the backdoor access and now access is set to only dialup. since there is no phoneline at the house or internet, updates will be sparse.

working on getting net at home so he'll comment in...
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time for a new update. the last one left a bad taste on my soul and heart. i'm doing much better now, thanks for the comments and well wishes.

i found out this weekend that my free ride internet is no longer there. i'll have to actually pay for it soon, but that will end up being after i get a new tv and sometime...
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i'm sitting here at work with my mp3 player set on random. 4000+ songs on random can take a little time to get through, but it's quite interesting. it reminds me of different times in my life. a huge soundtrack of it.
then a song came on that reminded me of some of the hardest times i have ever went through in my life and...
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Today is saturday night and I sit on my couch, slightly toasted from a few beers. I fired up my laptop because I'm such a geek that I wanted to work on my website a little bit and I found out that someone in my apartment complex has an unsecured wireless network. Sometimes it pays to have some hacking skillz. What really sucks is that...
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yeah, i've been gone for awhile now. i would like to appologize to my friends on my list for not being around much. it's hard when you have to sneek around at work. maybe i should try and get internet at home... sorry for ramblin, i'm not quite with it yet this morning nor after the car trip to an from St. Louis... thats what...
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