kerberos

i'm sitting here at work with my mp3 player set on random. 4000+ songs on random can take a little time to get through, but it's quite interesting. it reminds me of different times in my life. a huge soundtrack of it.
then a song came on that reminded me of some of the hardest times i have ever went through in my life and i thought i would share the lyrics with you all.
the band is called "morphine" and the song is "gone for good" off of their album titled "yes"

I'm never going back
never going back to you
I'm never going to see you again
I'm never going to dig out your picture
I'm never going to look you up someday
Life is very short
You don't love me anymore
So I'm never going to see you again
I'm never going to write you a letter
Never going to call you on the phone
I'm never going to drive by your house
I'm never going to catch you coming outside
Never going to walk up your walk / And ring your bell / And feel you fall into my arms
I'm never going to see you
I'm never going to see you
I'm never going to see you again
You're gone for good

it's a song that reminds me of the time of my divorce and the loss of one of my best friends because of my ex-wife. near the end, she never got along with my ex. such a waste of a friend ship. i hate losing friends, as for my ex-wife, not too much of a loss now. there was another song that fit the soundtrack of my life at that time by the same band Morphine called "I'm Free Now", but as I look at the lyrics they are pretty sad too.

wow, how emo - and right before i have to go to a company meeting/party. i hope they have adult beverages.