kera

i just have to say how absolutely wonderful incredible amazing gimmick is....it's 12:37 am here, and i decided that it was a good time to change the bandage on my arm that they put over the iv wound (not the iv from the surgery, but the iv from my trip to the hospital after my reaction to the medication) and saw the huge masses of purple bruises covering an area that once was perfectly healthy and happy. so of course i keow that if i saw any of that i'd freak out, so gimmick pulled off the old bandage and goes "holy shit, that's not right" - and so i start shaking but resisting the powerful urge to look, and he covers it with a new bandage which is unfortunately see through. and of course i looked, start crying and shaking and he is franticlly searching for a new bandage of which there are none, so decides to jump into the car and drive the half hour to the nearest open store to buy not only big non-see-through bandages but ice cream too because i was so brave.
i love my friends.
other awesome things to feel good about:
i once again have cheekbones
today i learned to make deviled eggs
west wing is on right now
my brother is back from italy
i haven't had a cigarette since monday

things i must do:
drink more water
eat more (and better)
start exercising
make more money