kenyon

blah blah blah guilt blah blah discipline blah blah escape blah blah blah blah blah blah refusal of most to admit we're all suffering blah blah blah blah headache blah blah blah fantasies of giving up blah blah my shame others' shame just shut up and adore me blah blah blah people who don't see their own faults v. people who do blah blah how much credence to give to concepts like emotional abuse blah blah i feel fat blah blah and old blah blah blah same old shit always blah blah never been suicidal blah blah blah stifle the lust and trade it for security blah blah to finally know what you want and be denied means of obtaining it blah blah blah righteous thoughts such as you don't know what pain is etc except meaner blah blah blah blah blah more physically disabled than i let on in these journals and even to myself blah blah blah blah blah cancelled plans are the norm now blah blah blah blah the dishonesty's maybe the worst part but who wants to read this every day rhetorical question no i'm not fishing blah blah it's all less exhausting with a witness somehow which is i guess why artists do it blah blah money money pills pills but don't worry kids they're prescription odd to be so popular and so alone blah blah or is it, after all freddie mercury had no friends, i love freddie mercury and think we would've made a great team blah