I'd love it if my ex girlfriend would kindly leave me the hell alone. She's been doing nothing but give me shit the last two weeks after not bothering me for about a year. Why now is she bothering me? I don't get it.
Maybe it's just me but maybe she's a major reason as to why I haven't been able to have any kind of a date the last two years. I'm just tired of fighting with this woman. It's not fair at all.
I just want it to end already. I'm too damn old to deal with a childish woman. I'm just ready for something different and someone who will appreciate me for who I am not judge me based on my past, present and future.
While I may have had a very depressing past eight years, I've done whatever I can to fight through it but somehow there is a relapse. It hasn't been great either but PTSD is a bitch and I still fight that never ending battle.
