kelz

i haven't been on here in a while. my computer has been actin dumba nd stuff i think there is something wrong with it. anyways last tuesday some 1 i really loved died in a car accident. i found out on Saturday and went to the funeral on Sunday. i haven't really coped with it. i'm not a good griever. it still seems surreal. i've known him and his sis and his older bro since i was little. his grandma was my baby sitter and his sis was like my best friend. and i loved him like he was my brother. when i moved to another town i alwasy wanted to visit but nobody would take me they gave me planty of excuses. then like a few years ago his sis and his mom stop by and they brought a pic of him. ten one day my aunt toook me to see his grandma and i saw his older brother. te only person i hadn't really seen (in person ) was him. i'd been thinkin about them for like the past two weeks but kept forgettin. (workin at banana republic has made me scatter brained) jus when i remeber and start thinkin about visiting them. i find out he's dead.