There are several things i am sure i will be remembered for.
That time i got kegged infront of the whole year nine and ten at school.
Being too drunk and disorderly in some cases silly and emotional.. then again at some point arent we all!
Being outspoken and sometimes too forward
That note out of pitch at the end of the school show in 6form.. my bad
That time i got on stage at the Blackheart Burlesque when i so should've left the pros to it :') (Don't worry no more shenanigans like that again)
I am sure people i know who do and do not follow me on here could name a dozen or two more haha!
HOWEVER
WHAT I WOULD LIKE/LOVE TO BE REMEMBERED FOR?!
NEVER GIVING UP.
I have never been one to just quit when the going got tough. but admittedly the last few years have had so many trials and tribulations i was sure on many occassions i should give up... but, always something would niggle away at me and the voice in my head would tell me what a mistake itd be. How hard i have worked to get this far.. to just survive through all this so long and to give up now would haunt me for longer than itd be worth.
I have been in and out of nasty and traumatizing situations that have honestly left me scarred but, here i stand.
I have honestly been through more than i care to admit for someone of 22 years old from a poorish countryside in the UK
But, i am still modelling, living somewhat a dream life when im away shooting and the rest is getting there.
After feeling like i cannot achieve things... to living for these achievements and putting my life before all others for once.
I will never give up, the fight to survive. To feel sane and at peace.
To feel calm amongst the stormy days.
To be loving caring and generous even though slowly the world is icing over and people are becoming much colder. I refuse to let the world change me.
I want you guys to chase the dream cos that is what lifes about!
Love and LIVE these good moments so the bad ones fade in amongst them and slowly all we can remember is good.
I will never give up. You shouldn't either.
So if nothing else. Remember that <3
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