Basically, i am not into christmas never have been; but it is helping me work through issues i hadn't realised were bothering me, so in honour of moving on i have made this wishlist, full of the things i need to take me and my career to the next level. Maybe my confidence too.
Next year i will begin CAM MODELLING; so if you have any advice, websites not to or to use or just advice in general to do with it, what works well and doesnt feel free to comment as this is definitely a new thing to me.
On the list is all the equipment i need to do this along with equipment and film to begin selling POLAROIDS; fashion nude/lingerie/FULL NUDE selling them as of end of Jan as will likely take a while to save the money for all this but i will do so hopefully you will see the list decrease I'm working hard in my position to make some money to get my shit together but every little helps i suppose.
All i hope is a better year. POSITIVITY. 2016 WILL BE MY YEAR!
So, in no way do i expect people to go out there way to buy me something off here but i post it hoping people may one day feel generous and help a model out haha; if not i hope you can see the list and find inspirations for things you want to get yourselves to make yourselves feel good, as thats the main thing, it all counts and if you see something you wanna see me in all the better haha. ;)
I don't often put myself out there like this, things like shopping lists I'm OCD in ways so bit odd sharing things and not other things, but overcoming every little obstacle a day at a time!
Also thinking of a few homework for myself.
I am wanting to become eventually, i hope a Stand Up Comedian.
I am obsessed with stand - up comedy, often thinking of jokes in my head but too nervous to tell them. I suppose its all anxiety issues and fear of rejection; which is an obstacle i about need to grow the fuck out of cos that shit happens alot lmao! Anyway, i want this whole heartedly so if anyone has anywhere in the UK they know of, i am in the Midlands but would travel; comedy classes, comedy clubs, confidence boosting seminars, business seminars, things to help with this idea and want. Any advice, ideas and anything people know about the comedy industry would be greatly appreciated too :)
So, please comment below and enjoy viewing the rather mixed & somewhat naughty lift.. think it'll get naughtier with time haha.
Love you all!
