kellyjanice

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jackson gets his stitches out on tuesday... i am worried about him because pablo his brother is always hissing and attacking him... they were joined at the hip, so to say, before his surgery and now pablo seems to hate him... i wonder if pablo can't tell it is him because his scent has changed after his pee pee was cut off... i hope that pablo figures out it is his brother soon it makes me want to cry whenever pablo attacks him...
i get my csr back today i love my el camino
i watched the democratic debate and i love edwards... i don't agree with everything he says (like the death penalty) but he is pretty cool anyway... i never paid any attention to politics until this year... my whole goal this year is to vote bush out of office... fuck the bush
okay so i am going out of town this weekend to see my brother for the last time before he goes off to boot camp... my brother joined the coast guard and ships off on the 2nd of march... i will miss him so much because he is totally my buddy... although he is 20 i still picture the 14 year old kid he was when i left for college and it is so wierd to think of him moving out... he seems too young... he has been working as a mechanic for my dad since he was 16 and i guess it only makes sence that he wants to do more than work for my dad... get ripped off... yelled at... and fucked over.... so he decided to join the coast guard and be a mechanic for them...
growing up in the cleveland area we are pretty much fish... we were walking distance from the lake... my dad always had a boat which we of course lived on in the summer (not literally but we spent more time on the lake than dry land)... and we were always watching dad take apart cars and put them back together... it was only natural for my brother to combine these two things and be a mechanic for the coast guard...no matter how sad i am that he is moving away...
who is going to take care of the el camino when my dad is being a total dick and trying to charge me full price for parts and labor... what person charges their daughter for the labor on her car... sure my dad fixed the car for free this time but that is only because he can't stand to have both his kids mad at him at the same time and my brother is really pissed at him... see my brother quit working for my dads station not to long ago maybe 6 months or so and my dad said he could keep paying for his insurance and the station would keep him covered under their policy... sounds pretty cool so my brother did it... he went for his physical for the coast guard and the insurance company would not pay it... my brother called the company and they said that my dad cancelled his policy... my brother has been paying $106 dollars a month to my dad and he has been pocketing it... he is such a dick... the more i think about it i am glad that my brother is leaving he has a chance to get away from the asshole we call dad... my dad is such a dick... i am going on so many tangents this journal it is stupid... oh well... my dad also cleard my brothers college fund when he divorced my mom... sold my car with out asking me when i was in high school... told me i would never make it through college, i didn't need it, and he would never help me... (ha ha i graduated and made it through on my own without his help... working 3 jobs at a time) among many other shitty thing throughout the years... fuck him... i am happy for my brother even though i'll miss him a bunch... i got away from him and now my brother has the same opportunity... good for him ... the shittiest thing about him leaving is that my mom will be all alone... she is the greatest and she has no one... my dad is an ass and he got remarried... isn't that the way it works well i am much closer to my mommy in columbus than i was in dayton and i'll be sure to visit her often... now that i read this entry it is really boring and no one will really give a shit what it says so i am going to stop my tangents...
kisses to all and i wont be on again until i come back