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So, I am graduated. It is over.

(This entry is going to be choppy.)

My graduation party was a success. I received over $800 in presents. The food was amazing (because it was catered). I also had a surprisingly large turn-out. So, all in all, greatness.

On graduation day, I didn't screw up my speech. I also received a lot of compliments which made me...
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pumpkineater:
change is good...seriously it is! smile

i lived in a house i was born in for 21 years...and then all of a sudden in the next 3 years my folks moved twice. it was weird but...your home is where you and loved ones are, blah blah blah.

p.s. love your photography
twinkie:
Congrats!!!

I'm sorry to hear about the house. That must be completely devastating frown.
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"Digging in the dirt. Find the places we got hurt."

I am all happy and all sad all at the same time. Much has transpired since my last blog. Finished up school last Friday. Last day of high school. Collected my belongings. Finished my oil painting of Dave Gahan in art class and painted a block on the infamous wall o' art students. Went to...
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infinity:
yay youre just about done! congrats biggrin



ive finished my first 4 day week of 8-430 work in a major corporation and damn does that drain you, you gotta try it sometime to see what it really is like



i remember all the depression i had at this time last year. it really wasnt till i hit spring semester of college that i really did become able to overcome it for the most part. it really was a matter of me working so much that i didnt have the time for it mostly.
sky:
hey love! can't remember who i've already thanked and who i havent, but thankyou for commenting on my set, sorry it's a month late that i get back to you! x
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Last Monday of waking up at 6:00 in the morning to shower and dress and shake off the remnants of the weekend. Last Monday of sitting in the always-cold classroom, half-asleep, half-alert, half eager for something and half wishing I could revert back to Friday evening when, alas, no school in the morning! Monday Monday Monday. This is my last Monday in high school.

Hair...
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elscorcho:
I like the hair! I don't know why you're upset, but cheer up, cause you're swell!
solaris:
thanks for the birthday wish. i like your plaid jacket!
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I am getting ready to go to my senior prom. Hair all big and curly and hair-sprayed to perfection. Nails and toes painted pink. Blue dress hanging up. Make-up in the bathroom, on the floor. Legs and armpits shaven. Eyebrows plucked. Flowers in the fridge. One last teenage memory. One last steretypical high school event before graduation. I am going to make the best of...
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afterbirth:
But doesn't Mr. Woodchuck make you happy?
acidevangelist:
Tell him it's fantastic.
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Is something wrong, she said
Well of course there is
You're still alive, she said
Oh, and do I deserve to be
Is that the question
And if so... if so... who answers...

- Pearl Jam

I have been facing a lot of finalities lately. The conclusion of high school -- the prospect of bigger and better things and a new perspective on all aspects...
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afterbirth:
I gotta say it too-

Awwwwww!

I didn't know one's intestines could ache.
Maybe you should see a doctor...
someoneuk:
From the photo Mr Burkey looks just like you'd imagine the 1in a hundred teacher you describe to look. smile
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I'm on a plain. I can't complain.

It's time for some pictures.

Remember the Girls Boosters officers picture from last April? I posted it here while noting how it was a great illustration of how pale I am compared to every other female in my school. But more than that... it also proves that although I am thin, and everyone always says, "Erica, you are...
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icantplayguitar:
a very gentle beating for you.

i'm part irish, part sioux so i'm really pale, but when i get sun i'm dark dark dark. so i avoid the sun

root beer?

nice mullet.
williamj:
pale skinny girls are the best and you need to take pics of your mullet smile
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Hooray for hell if it's on the way.

Well, I took my hiatus. Can I say that I am doing well now that time has passed? Let us examine my past two weeks.

I can wholeheartedly say that after I wrote my last blog, I went to bed and prayed to God for change. I am not religious and normally I don't pray much, but...
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mat8drb:
Yeah, it is a real place and their products have featured in two sets here. A boutique in Brighton.
afterbirth:
Thank you! I was hoping we could be friends!

But.
I'm sorry to say, and please don't take this the wrong way:

INXS= puke

Really, I mean that in the nicest way.
And thank you for pointing out my punctuational errors. I'm an annoying stickler for that sort of thing, too.
I guess even I am not perfect.
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I wish my posts weren't serious. I want to come here and tell jokes. I want to write about books I'm reading or songs I'm keen on. I want to say that everything is going well. But does anything ever go well? Do we ever understand anything in this life, or are we constantly running amuck in the disillusionment? I don't understand anything. And...
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capitalistfig:
Keep writing. It will be important later. You should see my livejournal. (I'd like to see it, but I can't remember the password blush )
eightzeroone:
Your writing is a song I could listen to over and over.
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Right now, right in this moment, I am very unhappy. My face is raw from crying and I am exhausted from the anxiety and the upset.

My dad is suspended from his job -- a job he's only had for two months -- indefinitely. Right now, I don't hate him. But I am very, very disappointed and angry. Right now I do not like him...
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vestril:
Yay! My friends list looks much prettier now!
charley:
It's a difficult thing, parents! I think as you get older you do become more forgiving but I have a similar relationship with my equally irresponsible and ultimately very selfish Father. He didn't make any effort to make something of himself either and that has effected my life in every way. To be honest I am angry with him for having me and not thinking about the consequences. I am sorry you have to be so upset by his actions and I hope he finds another job soon. You wont make the same mistakes because you are so aware, I suppose that is the one good thing.

Funny fact number two, Nick Cave is my 10 year old cousins Godfather too, so Bam Bam (that is her name) shares a godparent with Tiger Lily. Haha Godparents are there for moral guidance, what a man to have for that purpose biggrin kiss
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I have been feeling particularly "down with the establishment" as of late.

In the past week, I have been reading 1984, and as expected, I love it. But I love it for all the skewed reasons. The book instills a feeling of fear in me; fear and truth at the same time. Our world is not far from resembling the world in 1984....
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afterbirth:
Green olives...
Even less than canned black olives?
That's sad.

If you like wise quotations, you should look up "The Selected Works of Phil Rizzuto".
It's profound.
trilobyte:
Well both of 'em I hope (I Will Follow demo and Blow Your House Down demo)... glad you enjoyed... since you grabbed them I'll yank them down from where I tucked them away...

~Trilo~