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pb:
though 'razorblade kiss' lends itself to absolutely stellar poetry of thought and deed, i've oft been accused of having the softtest, fullest lips a girl's ever felt on a man. my pirate loves them and i take every oppurtunity to remind her how they feel love

cassiel:
Glad you liked the presents, pretty lady smile kiss
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venice:
I also want my body to be solidly pale. I love my paleness, and summer always just messes it up.
vicedriver:
tattoo??
sweet

parties where everyone get naked
are a good place
to work out frustration

hang in there

*holding your hand*

iamlost is a nice guy

eating seems a chore

black nail polish rules

bruises build character

take care
kiss kiss
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"I don't know why you're mean to me. When I call on the telephone. And I don't know what you mean to me. But I want to turn you on, turn you up, figure you out, want to
take you on." Strange Currencies by the amazing R.E.M.

I suppose I am better. I suppose I am coping. I suppose I have abandoned any hermit-like tendencies...
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pb:
dreams are sometimes the best torture devices.
mat8drb:
I look like that all the time. Except yesterday. Where I just looked tired.

Travelling is fun; waiting is not. Even for work, it can be nice. I think I've got half a day in Orlando on Friday. I've enjoyed he little bits of Washington I've seen as a tourist.

The INXS reality show starts next week here, I think. On VH1, I think. I'm a bit out of touch at the moment.

I used to love that song. I remember it being the theme song to unrequited crushes.

I love the friends I have, although they are far away.
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Oh.

How I want this to be goodbye.

How I want to fall asleep, fast asleep, and never wake up again.

I love it how I call upset. And I am on the verge of destruction. And you are busy. Always too busy for me. When all I wanted was someone to talk to. Just for a few minutes.

I love writing heartbreakingly difficult letters...
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judas:
what would you do if i actually came for your birthday?
tangledupinblue:
that's no good. I'd be an unhappy man if I hated my job. OR maybe I'd hate my job if I was unhappy.
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And as I try to make my way through the ordinary world I will learn to survive.

"Save a Prayer" is the best Duran Duran song, though.

WARNING: LONG JOURNAL. KELLAND LEADS A SORROWFUL LIFE. LONG JOURNAL.

Amazon wishlist items are heavily desired. Kelland's birthday is in 16 days.

My life... man. More bad things. Please reflect to previous journals to establish the fact that...
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ldwarren:
Wow, that is tough times. You dont deserve the stuff you are being hitting with, you are a class person and a good friend. Remember that, in fact...I'll keep telling you anyway.

Have a hug, if you arent wearing a bra have two...(way to go Leon, spoil the whole comment with a pervy joke at the end)..
kiss
trementina:
yep you sound pretty busy...
don't worry, you'll find the time to read kiss
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norritt:
hi nice pics
and pet shop boys lyrics
monsvalentine:
nice photo titles.
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My birthday is exactly one month from today. Hint hint.

Six days later and I'm wondering if I did something wrong.

I want some fucking waffles.

I almost died yesterday. I was driving with Shannon (who really shouldn't be out and about but what is she going to do? stay in the house for six weeks and do NOTHING?! I think not!) and I was...
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longblackbangs:
Wow, your birthday is only 3 days after mine. Gosh.

I liked your Smiths questionare so much that I decided to send one back at you darlin. In staying with a theme I used my favorite Smith.

Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band: Elliott Smith

1. Are you male or female: No Confindence Man
2. Describe yourself: Needle in the Hay: Ballad of Big Nothing
3. How do some people feel about you: The Biggest Lie
4. How do you feel about yourself: In The Lost And Found
5. Describe your ex-girlfriend/boyfriend: Miss Misery; I Better Be Quite Now
6. Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: Cupid's Trick
7. Describe where you want to be: Let's Get Lost
8. Describe what you want to be: Happiness
9. Describe how you live: Easy Way Out
10. Describe how you love: Speed Trials
11. Share a few words of wisdom: I Don't Think I'm Ever Gonna Figure It Out; Bottle Up And Explode!
solaris:
yea, i was hired for 20 hours a week but am working full time.. if they ever do put me down to 20 hours, i will be relieved, but missing the money i am sure!
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stina:
i liek those pix..
as for your sister.. I mean.. it sucks that you were so far away.. but its awesome that shes ok.. and in all reality.. maybe things worked out for the better.. Because if you had been there.. yodu have this horrible image of your sister right after the surgery..
My X almost died a few years ago.. and i had to go to the hospital.. he wasnt able to talk to anything.. and he was soo drugged up.. his eyes were glaszed over and i still have nightmares about it.. im glad i was there for him.. but i wish i didnt have to see that image...
Anyway. Sounds like you had a roug time.. but at least it will make the good times seem better. Youll never take your sister's time for granted.. xoxox
anyway... stay safe, stay happy.
maxwellxdemon:
I think your really a great person Kelland. We are all very supportive of you & the choices you make. Your very special to us!! I wish for everything to be smoother for you. There are two new Bono books out this month.
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Everything is for sale.

Tomorrow is my sister's birthday. She will be 20. It makes me a little sad. It is one year further away from days on our grandma's back porch, pretending we were superheroes, her pulling me down the sidewalk in a red wagon, always asking for rubberbands from the mailman, pretending Coke was whiskey and we were important celebrities in bars with...
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tangledupinblue:
Thanks. It was a really fun birthday.

I haven't been able to get out, be about that wildly in years, so it was just kinda frenentic in a way that made me so pleased. I guess it was just something I've been really missing if that makes sense.

Thought of you when I got a really wicked PoP poster autographed by the band. Always do now when I'm rocking U2. Which means a lot now since they are all over the I-Pod playlist I am rehabbing too.

I'm going to have it put on a poster board for my domain.

Anyway, it was just righteous.

Where you been at?

Hope you are doing better than ok.

Don't be a stranger!
cassiel:
MISS KELLAND

i miss youuuuu frown

come back plz?
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I wish I had written this song for you.

Don't want to lose my shirt
Don't want to dig the dirt
Don't want you to get hurt
Can't help but I'm a flirt
Don't want to take your drugs
Don't want to be a slug
Don't want to overdress
Don't want to make a mess
Don't want you to confess
Not under duress
Don't want...
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mat8drb:
Yay! I made something that made Kelland smile smile

^^^ agrees with Bateman about Holy Bible. Brilliant. Can't believe it is 10 years since Richey went away.
unique3:
best advice I can give you is, if you're unhappy with your life, change it. you shouldnt have to look forward to being happy..at a later date. you should be happy NOW.

and thats hard to do. I'm still working on it myself.

I hope things pick up for you. kiss