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kelland

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Sometimes you're better off dead. There's gun in your hand and it's pointing at your head. You think you're mad, too unstable, kicking in chairs and knocking down tables in a restaurant in a west end town. Call the police, there's a madman around. Running down underground to a dive bar. In a west end town.



I have spent a great deal of time listening to the following fine musical selections:

1. KOPAZ // Future.Radiant.Shine
2. VARIOUS // Donnie Darko [SCORE+SOUNDTRACK]
3. MANIC STREET PREACHERS // The Holy Bible
4. THE CHURCH // After Everything, Now This
5. GARBAGE // "SEE BAND NAME"

I am beginning to worry. Do not fear for her safety when she chose. Do not be upset when she consciously chose. Ive put myself in this vulnerable situation where I am going to be hurt and ultimately alone. It scares me everyday. I dont want anything to happen to us. That is all I am saying. I want to progress and grow in this relationship, not regress and fall into the background again. I spent a lot of time in the background, and I dont want to feel those things again.

Oh. What else is there.

&I called my boss an asshole last night.
&I scratched my sister's car on a yellow post whilst in the Wendy's drive-thru last night. Scraped off paint. Felt sad. Damn Biggie Iced Tea craving.
&I wrote two very nice essays for my AP English summer homework.
&I was informed that I am getting a raise.
&I am going to Cedar Point Tuesday.
&I get grilled veggie burgers for the 4th.
&Closer is one of my new favorite movies.
&I have been experiencing inadequate sleep lately.
&I am broker than broke.

I wrote you a letter. I feel like you'll never see the likes of me to read it. I keep calling and getting no answer. I leave messages. None are returned.



I saw someone the other day and I ran away like a stupid, pathetic child instead of confronting them like an adult and acting in a civilized manner. I could've said hello. I could've asked the commonplace questions, the "how are you's," etc. I dodged.

My friend Kevin keeps having bad dreams about people I love and it worries me. He has weird intuitions about things. Usually he is right. I need to pray that these most recent intuitions are incorrect.

I am selling my camera in hopes of buying myself a nice digital SLR. High quality. Good features. Help?

In a west end town, a dead end world. The east end boys and west end girls.
VIEW 22 of 22 COMMENTS
norritt:
hi nice pics
and pet shop boys lyrics
Jul 6, 2005
monsvalentine:
nice photo titles.
Jul 7, 2005

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