kelland

I had a really bad dream this morning. I dreamt that I went to a birthday party for a friend of mine. I drove there with my family. I don't remember much from the party part of the dream but the next day in my dream I was talking to my sister and I was like, "Gee, everything about last night seems like a blur and I can't remember ANYTHING. Isn't that weird?" And she just looked at me sadly and told me that I got really really drunk and had sex with random people and that I was pregnant. I mean, I know that sounds really ridiculous and nonsensical and maybe not that upsetting (in fact it sounds kind of funny as I'm typing it), but in the dream I just broke down. I couldn't breathe I was so upset. And when I woke up I was sweating all over. Eh. It seemed really real. I don't want to get drunk and then get pregnant. I know it sounds silly, but it really was a scary dream. I always feel weird after scary dreams...

On a lighter note, I had a lot of fun last night with my friends. Damein, a friend of mine who transferred to another school last fall and whom I haven't seen in decades, was suppose to come with us out to eat, but we kept calling him over and over and he wasn't there. I had even talked to him the night before and at that time it was understood that he was coming. I hate it when people bail out for no reason. Grr. Anyway, my friends Tasha, Tegan, Jezz (her name is Jessica but I must specify since "Jessica" is another friend -- my best friend) Jessica, and I met at the local Chinese buffet at around seven. Jezz was going to homecoming so she had her date with her. He was a pretty funny guy. Very quiet, but funny. Dinner was nice. A Chinese waiter there has a crush on Tegan and when she went to pay for her food the guy at the desk was like, "Gary paid for you." A lot of dinner was spent laughing. And that's always nice. Then we all went to the dollar store nearby to check out some hot merch. Here are some pictorials for your entertainment.

After dinner we all piled (yes, all six of us) into Tegan's tiny car. I had to lay across Jessica's and Austin's laps, head down, legs pressed up against the backseat window. It was comical yet very uncomfortable. We dropped Jezz and Austin off at homecoming and then Tasha, Tegan, Jessica, and I went back to Tegan's sister's house and watched my copy of Donnie Darko and played with a white kitten that also lives there. Aafter we dropped Jessica off at her house and picked our friends Sara and Seth up after homecoming, I felt like going home. Seeing Sara and Seth all gushy in the car in their fancy homecoming attire made me sad for some reason... and I didn't feel like hanging out anymore. I'm weird like that, I guess. When I left they were all too busy talking to say bye to me. That kind of made me sad, too. Eh.

Now I have a ton of homework to do today plus I need to study for Algebra 2, so I'm going to head up to my bedroom and get an early start. Happy Sunday.