Break me in... teach us to cheat... and to lie, cover up what shouldn't be shared. All the truth unwinding, scraping away. At my mind, please stop asking me to describe him. For one moment I wish you'd hold your stage with no feelings at all. Open-minded, I'm sure I used to be so free.
Self-expressed, exhausting for all. To see and to be what you want and what you need. The truth unwinding, scraping away. At my mind, please stop asking me to describe... For one moment I wish you'd hold your stage with no feelings at all. Open minded, I'm sure I used to be so free.
Wash me away, clean your body of me. Erase all the memories, they will only bring us pain. And I've seen all I'll ever need.
I am a citizen, erased. Completely removed from the coexistance of unblissful wanting. Utterly wrong and walking around with my head hung low. I used to become sick with adoration. My stomach used to tense at the thought of your mouth telling me all the things I didn't want to hear. I signed my name on the dotted line having no idea what the contract contained, and now there's no going back... carbon copies spell out the promise that we made, but we can no longer comply, and we are turning away from these sentences without looking back. I am this girl who sits and waits for something better to come along and you are the person that doesn't come. Stopping to talk about the funny taste in my mouth only further draws me from my point. I want to trace a border around the guilt I've built inside my heart, and then cut along the designated path only to shove it in an evelope and mail it to your door. On my dresser remains a letter unsent and a half-empty glass of restraint. I am a young woman, depleted.
PLEASE NOTE: I am not a depressing sack of sorrow. I am actually pretty happy right now. Just because I write about some dismal situations does not mean I am a bleak person. Please, please, please bear that in mind. Nothing is wrong. I just felt like unleashing some words.
Today. I am doing homework. I am going out to eat with some friends to celebrate our resentment towards homecoming. And also because we like Chinese food. I am going to clean-up after homecoming because that is what I was ordered to do. I am going to try to squeeze some quality time in with my sister who is home from college for today only. Tomorrow. I have no idea. I have to study for Algebra 2 eventually. Today is the last day of the week from hell.
Self-expressed, exhausting for all. To see and to be what you want and what you need. The truth unwinding, scraping away. At my mind, please stop asking me to describe... For one moment I wish you'd hold your stage with no feelings at all. Open minded, I'm sure I used to be so free.
Wash me away, clean your body of me. Erase all the memories, they will only bring us pain. And I've seen all I'll ever need.
I am a citizen, erased. Completely removed from the coexistance of unblissful wanting. Utterly wrong and walking around with my head hung low. I used to become sick with adoration. My stomach used to tense at the thought of your mouth telling me all the things I didn't want to hear. I signed my name on the dotted line having no idea what the contract contained, and now there's no going back... carbon copies spell out the promise that we made, but we can no longer comply, and we are turning away from these sentences without looking back. I am this girl who sits and waits for something better to come along and you are the person that doesn't come. Stopping to talk about the funny taste in my mouth only further draws me from my point. I want to trace a border around the guilt I've built inside my heart, and then cut along the designated path only to shove it in an evelope and mail it to your door. On my dresser remains a letter unsent and a half-empty glass of restraint. I am a young woman, depleted.
PLEASE NOTE: I am not a depressing sack of sorrow. I am actually pretty happy right now. Just because I write about some dismal situations does not mean I am a bleak person. Please, please, please bear that in mind. Nothing is wrong. I just felt like unleashing some words.
Today. I am doing homework. I am going out to eat with some friends to celebrate our resentment towards homecoming. And also because we like Chinese food. I am going to clean-up after homecoming because that is what I was ordered to do. I am going to try to squeeze some quality time in with my sister who is home from college for today only. Tomorrow. I have no idea. I have to study for Algebra 2 eventually. Today is the last day of the week from hell.
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danhazelton:
hi there,.......
ldwarren:
"I have a sloppy-looking bottom. "
