The other day I was practicing driving with my sister in her car. Yes, practicing. My friends all have their licenses though they are younger than me, and I don't due to lack of motivation and lack of money. Anyway. I was driving in the country. She wanted me to turn into this person's driveway. I did. And when I backed out, I hit their mailbox, scratched the back end of the car, and did a few other stupid things as well. Needless to say I felt pretty stupid after that for scratching her car and also stupid because I can't drive a fucking car.
The other day my dad quit his job. He could've opted to have his truck route temporarily suspended for three months, but instead of that, he just decided he would rather be jobless. My family's income in solely dependent on my mother now. That is lovely considering my sister moves into her dorm and begins college at the end of this month.
Yesterday the folks and I saw Alice Cooper at the fair and that was pretty badass. I have been spending a lot of time with Jessica lately. I've been lonely. I am craving a person to cuddle and nap with and talk to constantly, and I guess it's because I know school is starting soon and the impending depression that coincides with it. I have difficult classes. I have "friends" that will probably abandon me at the beginning of the year. I have a lousy job that pays below minimum wage that I will have a month into the school year. I have a driver's license to get and no one here willing to help me with that. I have a sister/best friend who's moving away in 16 days.
I really hate being dependent on other people.
How do you know when it's time for you to go? How can you stop when you don't know how to start? How can you go back when you don't know why you're here? How can you see when your eyes begin to fade? How will you hear when you've heard it all before? How do you do all the things you want to do? How much can you take when you've taken all you can? How can you act when you've never seen the script? How can you choose when you don't know which is right? How far can you go if you've been there before? How can you shine if you've never seen the sun? How does a child become a man without a child? How can you heal someone that doesn't want to heal?
- "Questions" by INXS.
The other day my dad quit his job. He could've opted to have his truck route temporarily suspended for three months, but instead of that, he just decided he would rather be jobless. My family's income in solely dependent on my mother now. That is lovely considering my sister moves into her dorm and begins college at the end of this month.
Yesterday the folks and I saw Alice Cooper at the fair and that was pretty badass. I have been spending a lot of time with Jessica lately. I've been lonely. I am craving a person to cuddle and nap with and talk to constantly, and I guess it's because I know school is starting soon and the impending depression that coincides with it. I have difficult classes. I have "friends" that will probably abandon me at the beginning of the year. I have a lousy job that pays below minimum wage that I will have a month into the school year. I have a driver's license to get and no one here willing to help me with that. I have a sister/best friend who's moving away in 16 days.
I really hate being dependent on other people.
How do you know when it's time for you to go? How can you stop when you don't know how to start? How can you go back when you don't know why you're here? How can you see when your eyes begin to fade? How will you hear when you've heard it all before? How do you do all the things you want to do? How much can you take when you've taken all you can? How can you act when you've never seen the script? How can you choose when you don't know which is right? How far can you go if you've been there before? How can you shine if you've never seen the sun? How does a child become a man without a child? How can you heal someone that doesn't want to heal?
- "Questions" by INXS.
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i think i've seen them live like 4 times - 87' for the Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me tour in DC (this was the best), '90 for the Disintegration tour (in NC), then not again until like '97 for some tiny little christmas show in california, and finally last may at Coachella - which, unfortunately, was like the worst show of them all.
How was the show? They have probably gell'd a little better now since the coachella show in may - they were obviously a little rusty then...