don't know what to write.... don't know what to think.... don't know what to do... don't know if i feel bad or i should just ignore it...
I just found out that the single-most important person in my life besides my daughter has been lying to me for over 3 years and she didn't even tell me herself. i had to find out myself through the internet. Sometimes technology really sucks...
At least i'll be leaving for Germany tomorrow, then i'll have 5 straight days of pubs not closing at 1 in the morning... a lot more time to drink for all the wrong reasons...
I just found out that the single-most important person in my life besides my daughter has been lying to me for over 3 years and she didn't even tell me herself. i had to find out myself through the internet. Sometimes technology really sucks...
At least i'll be leaving for Germany tomorrow, then i'll have 5 straight days of pubs not closing at 1 in the morning... a lot more time to drink for all the wrong reasons...
How I've come to sense this thing called departure.
How I still know: a dark unscathed
cruel something, holding up a delicate braid,
showing it to us again, only to tear it apart.
How defenseless I was, looking upon
that which, calling to me as it left me,
remained behind, as if it were all women
and yet small and white and not quite that:
A waving, already no longer meant for me,
followed by lightly echoing waves --, all
but inexplicable: a plum tree perhaps
out of which a cuckoo, hastily, flew away.
- Rainer Maria RIlke