keithmichael

In the past I have wondered what it meant when you here people say something about having a moment of clarity,I have never completely understood the meaning until recently. I have had things happen to me in the past that fucked up my life and there are circumstances perpetrated by me that subsequently caused my pain and suffering. Up until recently I have been basically living my life in a perpetual slump trying find cause for hate which I cannot truly place on someone for initiating their act of self preservation. I have tried for so long to appear as the victim, but you know that's the funny thing about appearances in the end the aren't really worth much. I have finally gotten to the point where I can truly and openly begin to flesh out everything and maybe one day with her help finally wash the proverbial blood from my hands. I can truly say I have begun to move forward with my life because in order for me to live I must do and for me to do I have to keep moving forward. So I guess the fact of things is I am ready to admit the truth about what happened between me and my ex girlfriend to my friends if they happen to want the truth then I'll give it to them. It will finally be nice to have it off my chest. So this is my moment of clarity, this is my truth I am keithMichael Nicholas I have done horrible things but am I a horrible person, one day I will find my answer and I hope I can live with it.