Haha. She doesn't want to even be just friends because she once knew a guy who was "just like me" (even though her judgement of me is based on about 3 1/2 hours of conversation off + online total) and thus is convinced that I would never stop being angry her for "NOT fucking me". Said I would be "drama".
I won't even get into the rampaging ego [ha! and I said she wasn't too full of herself!], nor the blatant sexism behind those thoughts [I.E. all men are animals that can't control themselves]...
Now, friends, several of you I have known for years. One of you is my ex-girlfriend, and now I regularly hang out with you AND your new boyfriend (Hi Will!) Am I, or have I ever been, "drama"? One of you, the nude model over there, You lived with me. You knew I was attracted to you and you were not attracted to me, but was I not still worth the friendship? Was I not still a good friend? Possibly the best friend you ever had, even?
I'm sure all of you are well aware of my faults, and there are many just like everyone else, but being a shitty friend, even with someone I'm un-reciprocatedly [is that a word?] attracted to is not one of them.
I wish Elizabeth was a member here, because she's someone that I find very attractive and very much my type, and yet we are just very good friends -- and I am happy with that. Oh well, I'll shut up before I appear like I'm still trying to convince somebody, when my main point is really....
...last words on you before you disappear from my mind, and likewise I hope. YOUR. FUCKING. LOSS.
I won't even get into the rampaging ego [ha! and I said she wasn't too full of herself!], nor the blatant sexism behind those thoughts [I.E. all men are animals that can't control themselves]...
Now, friends, several of you I have known for years. One of you is my ex-girlfriend, and now I regularly hang out with you AND your new boyfriend (Hi Will!) Am I, or have I ever been, "drama"? One of you, the nude model over there, You lived with me. You knew I was attracted to you and you were not attracted to me, but was I not still worth the friendship? Was I not still a good friend? Possibly the best friend you ever had, even?
I'm sure all of you are well aware of my faults, and there are many just like everyone else, but being a shitty friend, even with someone I'm un-reciprocatedly [is that a word?] attracted to is not one of them.
I wish Elizabeth was a member here, because she's someone that I find very attractive and very much my type, and yet we are just very good friends -- and I am happy with that. Oh well, I'll shut up before I appear like I'm still trying to convince somebody, when my main point is really....
...last words on you before you disappear from my mind, and likewise I hope. YOUR. FUCKING. LOSS.
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alia666:
Her loss indeed. You seem like a great guy to me from what I have seen from your journals. I wish we lived closer together so we could hang out, because you seem like the kind of person that I could be good friends with.
purephase:
Wow. Total drama dude. Chill.
