It has been brought to my attention that certain people are tired of flipping though 5 pages of comments and they have requested that I update. I will anyway, I was just busy over the weekend so I waiting until tonight.
Friday night Sorcha and Oninotaki came over, we hung out and watched Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind. Which I have seen before but its a really good movie. We were all up till about 5 am and I had to get up for work at 8. All this lead to me being 5 min late.oops. I got home from work at 10:30 am and went back to bed till about 2 at which point we got up and decided to order pizza. Then Speedphreak arrived and Onis friend T.J. and we headed for the bar at about 8:30. I then slept in today until noon and have been on this damn computer ever since. OK well off and on me and sorcha hung out till about 7:30 when she had to leave to go home. So there is the play by play of my weekend. Yes there are details left out.it is for the sake of my sanity and to defuse dramatic issues which may well arise or have risen. So if you are reading all this and frowning.deal with it
No quote today Im posting something I wrote instead:
Dear Lord Gilford Dudley,
What can I do,
When the one thing
I want most,
Is the one thing I cannot have?
It is this question,
I cannot answer.
You engraved this question
In me and gave me no answer.
You live in a protective bubble.
Safe from the mystery
Of my world,
A world you do not long for.
I am afraid to touch you,
For fear you will disappear.
Loosing you is a loss I could not
Live with.
I only wish to step through
The bubble that surrounds you,
To see into your world,
To see my world through your eyes.
You have everything
To make you happy right in front of you,
Yet you do not realize it.
Understanding you is like putting together a puzzle.
Without the picture
And missing half the pieces.
I do not know what to do or say to you
You keep a lock on your imagination,
Your heart
And your world.
My heart will go on
Restlessly forever,
Without you.
Forever Yours,
Lady Jane Grey
I wrote this a few years back for a letter poem assignment, however it is one of my favorites that I have done. I moaned when we got the assignment. We had to take two celebrity or historical figures and create a letter from one to the other in the form of a poem. However in doing this assignment I also found this was a good way anonymously express longing and heartache I had at the time and the figures just happen to fit. Out of all the things I have written, this one I have memorized.
Well there is your update for todayenjoy
PS-sorry the member names aren't linked I had to write this journal in Word because my battery keeps dieing.
Friday night Sorcha and Oninotaki came over, we hung out and watched Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind. Which I have seen before but its a really good movie. We were all up till about 5 am and I had to get up for work at 8. All this lead to me being 5 min late.oops. I got home from work at 10:30 am and went back to bed till about 2 at which point we got up and decided to order pizza. Then Speedphreak arrived and Onis friend T.J. and we headed for the bar at about 8:30. I then slept in today until noon and have been on this damn computer ever since. OK well off and on me and sorcha hung out till about 7:30 when she had to leave to go home. So there is the play by play of my weekend. Yes there are details left out.it is for the sake of my sanity and to defuse dramatic issues which may well arise or have risen. So if you are reading all this and frowning.deal with it
No quote today Im posting something I wrote instead:
Dear Lord Gilford Dudley,
What can I do,
When the one thing
I want most,
Is the one thing I cannot have?
It is this question,
I cannot answer.
You engraved this question
In me and gave me no answer.
You live in a protective bubble.
Safe from the mystery
Of my world,
A world you do not long for.
I am afraid to touch you,
For fear you will disappear.
Loosing you is a loss I could not
Live with.
I only wish to step through
The bubble that surrounds you,
To see into your world,
To see my world through your eyes.
You have everything
To make you happy right in front of you,
Yet you do not realize it.
Understanding you is like putting together a puzzle.
Without the picture
And missing half the pieces.
I do not know what to do or say to you
You keep a lock on your imagination,
Your heart
And your world.
My heart will go on
Restlessly forever,
Without you.
Forever Yours,
Lady Jane Grey
I wrote this a few years back for a letter poem assignment, however it is one of my favorites that I have done. I moaned when we got the assignment. We had to take two celebrity or historical figures and create a letter from one to the other in the form of a poem. However in doing this assignment I also found this was a good way anonymously express longing and heartache I had at the time and the figures just happen to fit. Out of all the things I have written, this one I have memorized.
Well there is your update for todayenjoy
PS-sorry the member names aren't linked I had to write this journal in Word because my battery keeps dieing.
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