keepinguasecret

so i havent been on here in a couple months, i didnt have the money to renew my membership until now. things r kinda hetic, i had to change my major to strictly math, cuz i needed a 3.0 and i had a 2.95 fucked up I KNOW. im trying to bust my ass this time around to bring it back up. but its spring break now and OMG i dont wanna do any of the homework that i brought home to get myself caught up with everything. im supposed to be going to my dad's this weekend in south jersey dunno if im gonna go, i hate driving alone. my gf and i made it to one year w/o any break ups it makes me kinda scared, thisi s my longest relationship EVER and i dunno what to do w/ myself. i got new tattoos since ive been on here, i got a tattoo w/ 3 stars the 2 smaller ones have like a faded affect and the middle big one has a spiral rainbow in it, its hott lol my mom doesnt know about it yet lol im sure she will see it eventually lol nothing she can do its my body im 20 y/o its my money that i work for BLAH oh well.