keepinguasecret

so Christmas has come and gone, it didnt suck this year as much as in the past. my mom went and bought me more stuff after Christmas lol. i love being spoiled, but i know that will end once my mom finds out im gay and engaged to a girl. new years is coming up, for once i will have someone i care about to kiss at midnight. i wanna have ppl over, but so far no one is coming, but thats cool i can relax w/ my baby girl and watch the ball drop w/ her and my brother if hes here. my parents r going to a party for adults only. i wanna go to NYC one year for new years that would be awesome, but cold lol. i cant wait for the next sem to come about, i need to have AMAZING grades this sem though i didnt do too well last sem. i might be kicked out of the college of education. blah my life is going down the tubes, i doubt i would make a good teacher anyway. lol oh well i need to go and finish getting ready for work