kedavra

I haven't been up to much. But I have been in the mood for a drastic change. I mentioned earlier today that I wanted to get rid of all my clothes and buy a completely new wardrobe. I want to dye my hair again. I'd like to get started on some new tattoos, possibly a sleeve. Stabbing pain from a piercing would be nice but it only lasts so long. I've been looking at houses lately. These are all material things- maybe I'm looking for something more?

Our wedding has been pushed back, we haven't picked a new date yet and I am fine by that. I already feel married and almost wish I could just officially change my last name and skip the whole process. Go on a nice vacation/honeymoon and enjoy our lives together. His mom is coming to visit us in less than a month and I am shaking in my boots. I don't know how to entertain people, host someone in my home and make a good impression. His mom doesn't drink so I can't even break the ice with that....

I haven't taken my camera out in quite some time I've been so busy and uninspired. I do have something to take care of though so I'll have it out tomorrow. But I've been feeling like I want to get in front of the camera. I've been paying more attention to my body lately and I just about have the confidence to see if someone wants an inexperienced subject to take photos of.

We finally took down our Christmas tree today.