kedavra

I have never been more confused in my life.
Decisions, decisions.

I'm afraid of making the wrong choice. I'm afraid of hurting the person I love most. But I don't feel like I can go on with this while not even knowing how I feel about everything myself. I've always been afraid of commitment. And I've always believed that nothing lasts forever.

I wish there was an easy way to do this. I want to go on a vacation and disappear for a long time, gather my thoughts. And then come back and do the right thing. I'm so torn.