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I do laundry, and cook (not always the most awesome food, but still) I grocery shop, and wash dogs, and feed dogs, wake up early Monday through Friday, clean the apartment a few times a week, work a full time job and maintain whatever else needs maintaining.

I was always so against being domesticated.

I feel so busy. But am I having fun? Am I enjoying this?
I think I'm bored doing nothing but taking care of business.
Wake up, take dogs out, get ready for work, spend the day at work, come home, take the dogs out, cook some food, clean the apartment, take the dogs out, watch a movie or hangout on the computer, then go to bed. Maybe there's some cuddling involved maybe not. Wake up. And do it all over again.

Not having a car really drags the monotony along.

And whatever happened to having friends you could call and they would come over on a moments notice? Do friends get less dependable the older you get? Maybe its the fact that they ALL have kids.

Maybe I'm just grumpy I don't have people to go out and drink with anymore.
I have a hard time going out and meeting new people. I am nowhere near being a social butterfly. And I wish I was...

Mike will be home soon. Maybe he'll walk to go get sushi with me. I'm sure that would cheer me up.
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explodingboy1:
this is definitely an unfortunate side-effect of getting older, but you won't feel like that all the time, you'll find some cool "hang out at a moment's notice" friends and it'll be better
Apr 9, 2011
eroticgeek:
I know how you feel. I never pictured myself where at am now at this age when I was younger. I will be 30 in October and I thought then by this point my life would be so more exciting. Truth is, it isn't it is boring. Or at least in my opinion. It is the same routine everyday and very rarely changes. What happened to the excitement? Is it our age? I totally see what you say about the friends thing too! Maybe it is because some of them have families and must plan more instead of being spontaneous like when we were teenagers. As for me the drinking thing got old. You do it over and over and eventually it just doesn't have the same effect it seems. Anyhow, I totally understand how you feel and I hope both of us find something to spice things up a little. We are still young after all. smile
Apr 10, 2011

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