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Tuesday Apr 06, 2010

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mmm Coffee and donuts... they make me a happy girl right now.

I have a big visit today with some big people from corporate.. well, actually the "top dog" is about my height so I here. I'm kind of nervous. I spent all day yesterday cleaning and organizing my work place. It made work go a lot faster though and kept me distracted from the man that was spending the day in my bed...

Mike was naive enough to let me coax him into spending Easter with my family and I. It went pretty smoothly, surprisingly. And he didn't complain when we watched a chick flick.. but he did remind me of it later. After that, we headed on over to beppo's for a shin dig he was having. That was fun. The mile walk we had afterward wasn't however.. we lost our way out of the apartments and couldn't find the car. Obviously we eventually found it... but neither of us were in the mood once we got back to my place and had to park far again, and walk back to my place in the rain.

I feel like I've been rather cranky lately and I'm going to focus on being in a better mood. For as long as I can remember people have always been telling me I needed an "attitude adjustment" and I have been working on it for the past 2 years or so to watch what I say and how I respond to things. I think it's been going rather well, but I feel my old grumpy ways coming back up and I don't know where it is all coming from. I think it might be the fact that I really don't have much to complain about right now (besides my health), but for whatever reason i'm looking for excuses to find a flaw somewhere; when I have a roof over my head, take care of my shit, my room mate is cool beans (sometimes), I love the fuck out of Mike, and my job is full time with benefits. I know I have it good right now..... but I'm just waiting for something to come crashing down, because that's what happens to me.

Maybe I'm just thinking too much. Because I am a girl, and that's what we do.

-----------------Edit-----------------
The meeting went awesome. They pretty much told me i'm amazing!
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heartbaker:
I've been trying my best to get out of the house more, specially since the weather is nice
Apr 6, 2010
sealion:
I do the whole 'thinking too much' thing as well. I have a thing about replaying situations in my head over and over again... it's totally maddening but I can't help it!

Well done on being amazing though! It's nice when people confirm your awesomeness! biggrin
Apr 8, 2010

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