woohoo saturday.
went to this place called Restaurant Depot today. its soo cool. it is bulk food and restaurant equipment at wholesale prices. you have to have a tax id to shop there but since i have my school i.d. i can shop there. got some nice metal mixing bowls for dirt cheap.. woohoo.
going to pick up chinese food in a bit and head...
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went to this place called Restaurant Depot today. its soo cool. it is bulk food and restaurant equipment at wholesale prices. you have to have a tax id to shop there but since i have my school i.d. i can shop there. got some nice metal mixing bowls for dirt cheap.. woohoo.
going to pick up chinese food in a bit and head...
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oninotaki:
what the hell kind of class lasts for six hours? Is it ninja school? Cause thats the only six hour class I know of.
kealli:
this is weird. i dont know why my new journal entry from today .. is still marked as friday. weird weird.
holy moly.. i havent written in two days 
the last couple of days have been clean the house days.. on and off a little bit at a time.
i'm a horrible housekeeper. my mom would be so disappointed. i was spoiled as a child and didnt know how to do my own laundry when i moved out. yes a character flaw. but i learned.. its...
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the last couple of days have been clean the house days.. on and off a little bit at a time.
i'm a horrible housekeeper. my mom would be so disappointed. i was spoiled as a child and didnt know how to do my own laundry when i moved out. yes a character flaw. but i learned.. its...
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cornelius:
i always tell people that's it's the maid's year off, yet when they come over they remark on how clean it is "for a guy's house." i think i inherited some form of perpetual asian shame from my mom, who no matter how clean the house was, would be super embarassed if people showed up unannounced.
she runs a spotless ship. it's hell when she comes to visit.
-bobby
she runs a spotless ship. it's hell when she comes to visit.
-bobby
williamj:
dishes i can do but its the dusting and vacuuming that i cant handle
not much to report today.
tired.
school was good.. made some interesting things that i cannot even attempt to spell.
i think that wednesday and thursday are ice cream days in my custards, creams and fillings class. that should be excellent. i had some pumpkin ice cream last night that was really good.
i think my favorite flavors are vanilla and mint chocolate chip. what...
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tired.
school was good.. made some interesting things that i cannot even attempt to spell.
i think that wednesday and thursday are ice cream days in my custards, creams and fillings class. that should be excellent. i had some pumpkin ice cream last night that was really good.
i think my favorite flavors are vanilla and mint chocolate chip. what...
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feckweed:
Coconut Sorbet by Island Way, and it even comes in a halved coconut shell.
stgeorge:
Chocolate chip, never fails. 
going up to milwaukee again to hang out with alex. should be cool. i might cook the boys dinner.. which always presents a few arguments as i try to decide what to make. sooo many possibilities.
your favorite home cooked meals?
xo
~k
your favorite home cooked meals?
xo
~k
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annajoy:
i love homemade potato corn chowder. also the basic thanksgiving dinner- turkey, potatos, stuffing, cranberry out of a can, and gravy- is best at home imo. yum!
cornelius:
adobo and rice.
-bobby
-bobby
my favorite sexy song lyrics:
"i wanna complicate your feelings.. i wanna heat you up inside.. yeah..i wanna make you mine.. i'll be your sun coming up.. i'll be your dog days.. i'll be your new morning... kiss you babe.. i'm the bluebird singing.. i'll keep you warm.. i'll take you deep in.. take you deep in." - Heather Nova "Make you Mine"
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"i wanna complicate your feelings.. i wanna heat you up inside.. yeah..i wanna make you mine.. i'll be your sun coming up.. i'll be your dog days.. i'll be your new morning... kiss you babe.. i'm the bluebird singing.. i'll keep you warm.. i'll take you deep in.. take you deep in." - Heather Nova "Make you Mine"
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anger:
I'm not usually one to gush with the fan-boy stuff but. . .
WOW!! You're one cute mamacita!! And you're taste in music literally skuh-reams that you know cool. I would love it if you would stop by my profile and say 'Hi!' or at least 'Eeeeew!'
I'm not usually one to gush with the fan-boy stuff but. . .
WOW!! You're one cute mamacita!! And you're taste in music literally skuh-reams that you know cool. I would love it if you would stop by my profile and say 'Hi!' or at least 'Eeeeew!'
captainsteve:
I higly recommend Savage: Battle for Newerth on PC. Way better than Halo as far as team based sims go.
the badly drawn boy show was excellent. he is quite a guy.. quite a musician.. quite talanted.
he mentioned elliott three times. dedicated a song to him, changed the lyrics in another song to include his name.. and then.. on a whim busted into Waltz #2. i especially was not expecting that and it was hard.. i cried. but it was really nice for him...
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he mentioned elliott three times. dedicated a song to him, changed the lyrics in another song to include his name.. and then.. on a whim busted into Waltz #2. i especially was not expecting that and it was hard.. i cried. but it was really nice for him...
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lastbadger:
According to Toys R' Us Halo2 should drop April 18 2004. It's too damn long away.
stgeorge:
Good live music and hot sex. Excellent combination. 
going to see badly drawn boy tonight.
yay.
i really do like going to shows.. been to a lot lately. i'm will be happy when my sleep returns to normal though. and then.. whew.. two more days and it is the weekend already! crazy.
moving on from food poll questions to sex poll questions: what is one tiny little thing that person can do that...
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yay.
i really do like going to shows.. been to a lot lately. i'm will be happy when my sleep returns to normal though. and then.. whew.. two more days and it is the weekend already! crazy.
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alistairmather:
nothing. how sad is that, really. everyday i find i am less and less turned on by anything. the gods only know how long it is till i actually can stop joking about it and actually acheive the horrid state of eunuch. worse yet, it has been so long since anyone has even attempted to turn me on that i can't even recall what it was they may have done. mostly i have taken the responsibility of pleasing others, and most of my companions just have't cared enough to return the favor. welcome to the joy that is my life.
i'm getting old at much too young an age, and have been jaded for longer then your oldest living relative.
hmm, you may have a point. however, accurate food preperation does require a certain amount of talent whereas writing just requires you to be literate. anyone can write a poem, how many of us have any idea for the proper preperation of Quiche Lorraine? i know i don't, but i do know that i can get anyone to be a writer.
i guess i am saying it is very different, and that no, i don't really think i have any appreciable talent for words. i just write, and while many of you seem to appreciate it, i find it hard to believe that any of it has any merit past idle amusement.
we shall see though, perhaps i will randomly bombard people with my work...
i'm getting old at much too young an age, and have been jaded for longer then your oldest living relative.
hmm, you may have a point. however, accurate food preperation does require a certain amount of talent whereas writing just requires you to be literate. anyone can write a poem, how many of us have any idea for the proper preperation of Quiche Lorraine? i know i don't, but i do know that i can get anyone to be a writer.
i guess i am saying it is very different, and that no, i don't really think i have any appreciable talent for words. i just write, and while many of you seem to appreciate it, i find it hard to believe that any of it has any merit past idle amusement.
we shall see though, perhaps i will randomly bombard people with my work...
alistairmather:
oh. well christ you need to be a bit more bleeding obvious about something like that in the future. erhm, achem ahh
"thank you for thinking i am a good wiriter. your praise is like the first snowfall of winter. you know, the one that happens just at dusk on a grey day, where you run outside in excitement and dance half-clothed in the flashing crystaline light of reflected and refracted street lamps. where the temperture is just at freezing but you still feel warm and cozy because this is what winter is. this is the apotheosis of snow. the kind of snow that reminds you of every great snow storm of your childhood, of getting up early and spending an entire day making yourself sick with fights and sledding and the sheer refusal to come in out of the cold. that snow fall where you head inside and cuddle up next to someone who makes you feel at ease in front of a fire, and you sit side by side, not speaking because there is no need. it is perfect contentment.
"that is what your praise is like."
.... and i am not dark, i am bitter and morbid from a short life of death, pain and disappointment. for some the glass is half full, for some half empty, for me, well i assume it is probably laced with some awful poison or contagion and that you're fucked now so why bother worrying.
no, i don't like being this way, but all i have left in life are my words and my books. too many of you have failed me and have failed yourselves. all i ever wanted was to show you what the world could be like if you took a moment to see it in a way you never had before... but you were all too busy, you were all too certain your world was right and all others were false.
or it could just be that i have managed to alienate all the things that mattered to me once, and have forgotten how to care anymore.
but thank you for your kind words and your concern.
by the by, i am always smiling... but most people learn it is a smile of congenial contempt, not favor.
"thank you for thinking i am a good wiriter. your praise is like the first snowfall of winter. you know, the one that happens just at dusk on a grey day, where you run outside in excitement and dance half-clothed in the flashing crystaline light of reflected and refracted street lamps. where the temperture is just at freezing but you still feel warm and cozy because this is what winter is. this is the apotheosis of snow. the kind of snow that reminds you of every great snow storm of your childhood, of getting up early and spending an entire day making yourself sick with fights and sledding and the sheer refusal to come in out of the cold. that snow fall where you head inside and cuddle up next to someone who makes you feel at ease in front of a fire, and you sit side by side, not speaking because there is no need. it is perfect contentment.
"that is what your praise is like."
.... and i am not dark, i am bitter and morbid from a short life of death, pain and disappointment. for some the glass is half full, for some half empty, for me, well i assume it is probably laced with some awful poison or contagion and that you're fucked now so why bother worrying.
no, i don't like being this way, but all i have left in life are my words and my books. too many of you have failed me and have failed yourselves. all i ever wanted was to show you what the world could be like if you took a moment to see it in a way you never had before... but you were all too busy, you were all too certain your world was right and all others were false.
or it could just be that i have managed to alienate all the things that mattered to me once, and have forgotten how to care anymore.
but thank you for your kind words and your concern.
by the by, i am always smiling... but most people learn it is a smile of congenial contempt, not favor.
those were some good suggestions on the place for my tattoo.
its 3:18 am. we just got home... drove to milwaukee tonight to see The White Stripes. It was a crazy fucking show. I've been to a lot of shows.. and .. been up front at a lot of shows.. and never had to get out of the crowd because i felt scared. this was...
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its 3:18 am. we just got home... drove to milwaukee tonight to see The White Stripes. It was a crazy fucking show. I've been to a lot of shows.. and .. been up front at a lot of shows.. and never had to get out of the crowd because i felt scared. this was...
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stgeorge:
Scary crowd eh? Sometimes they do get a bit much.
I've never been as worried at a concert as I have in a football crowd. Too many bad things happen there and all in the name of something we love.
Take care
I've never been as worried at a concert as I have in a football crowd. Too many bad things happen there and all in the name of something we love.
Take care
williamj:
i hate shows like that. im always afraid someone will hit me in the back of the head or something
i am having a hard time deciding where to put my new tattoo.
hrm.
under the other one on the back of my neck.. my shoulder.. my ankle?
i just dont know. its something private that i do not wish to share with most of the world.. but i really dont want to put a tattoo anywhere between my breasts and hips. and i kind...
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hrm.
under the other one on the back of my neck.. my shoulder.. my ankle?
i just dont know. its something private that i do not wish to share with most of the world.. but i really dont want to put a tattoo anywhere between my breasts and hips. and i kind...
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feckweed:
right there
*points*
*points*
lastbadger:
The shoulder, but like the front of the shoulder so it's visible if someones looking straight on at you. Why don't more people have ink there? Why don't I, quizzical to say the least.
The show was at the Brighter Days info shop on Michigan Ave. I think my friend said they'll be playing there again on the 22nd of this month if you happen to be around Lansing. If you make it I got cover for you and your man.
The show was at the Brighter Days info shop on Michigan Ave. I think my friend said they'll be playing there again on the 22nd of this month if you happen to be around Lansing. If you make it I got cover for you and your man.
anyway..i had another sex dream the other night... i was having sex with a guy friend of mine. wait, maybe it wasnt full on sex.. just.. making out?
weird. very weird.
not someone i would actually want to have sex with. but it was quite warm and lovely in my dream.
do you think alcohol contributes to feelings of needing to get it on? i...
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weird. very weird.
not someone i would actually want to have sex with. but it was quite warm and lovely in my dream.
do you think alcohol contributes to feelings of needing to get it on? i...
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conspirator:
Some of my best "getting it on's" have been induced by alcohol by one or both parties...now that I say that out loud I'm not sure its something I should be too proud of. But I can say at least a couple encounters come to mind that wouldn't have happened without the inhibition-lowering powers of alcohol...
stgeorge:
You have a lot of sexy dreams I notice. And some of them sound very a lot of fun. Must be something in that.
Hope you are well
Hope you are well
just got back from L.A.
it was a good experience.
i met people from all over.. and have new friends.
here is the rundown:
got in saturday.. walked around hollywood.. met up with said new friend:
UNSTABLE217 on here. went to a diner for some food.. saw juliette lewis. awesome. scored a famous person sighting the very first day in la.
sunday met up with...
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it was a good experience.
i met people from all over.. and have new friends.
here is the rundown:
got in saturday.. walked around hollywood.. met up with said new friend:
UNSTABLE217 on here. went to a diner for some food.. saw juliette lewis. awesome. scored a famous person sighting the very first day in la.
sunday met up with...
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anton:
Man I wish I could've gone on that trip. Seriously. Sounds really good. And stop handing out that heart + xo combo. I won't be in the special exclusive group any more. Ah ok, keep handing it out.
Ah ok, keep handing it out.
unstable217:
Hey I updated my journal e-mail me
a dream last night..
it felt so real.. you were sliding into me.. filling me up. feeling your body against mine.. naked on the ground, in the leaves.. those bright orange leaves.. i dont remember being cold though. i was looking up at the sky.. but somehow you were under me... pushing into me from behind. it got faster.. and faster.. and i tried to...
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it felt so real.. you were sliding into me.. filling me up. feeling your body against mine.. naked on the ground, in the leaves.. those bright orange leaves.. i dont remember being cold though. i was looking up at the sky.. but somehow you were under me... pushing into me from behind. it got faster.. and faster.. and i tried to...
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gekkeiju23:
they might be giants.
last of the mohicans.
x.box.
you are awesome.
and your candids make me want to gorge til i vomit.
last of the mohicans.
x.box.
you are awesome.
and your candids make me want to gorge til i vomit.
feckweed:
*lights cigarette*