kbonja

OK so how do I put this I feel as if I have hti a standstill in my life and can't make any progress whatsoever . I just don't understand it I mean I look deep into whom I am and I don't see absolutely anything wrong in anything that I am yet here I am alone and to be honest lonely and feeling as if I don't belong. I just don't know I mean I look at the person I am and honestly I'm not a bad person I'm not the one who will go cheat or do wrong maybe I'm being tooo confident but its the truth I have seen first hand what that can do to a relationship and that is something that I never want to see happen to what I can possibly have. I don't know this seems like one of my possible drunk rants at the moment but its the honest truth and I hate seeing those who have the one they care for with them and know that I still am alone in this life. I jsut don't get why is it that I being the person I am and all the loyalty and character that I put into the realtionships that I have and will in the future be in am still alone? Can anyone answer that one?