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kazrael

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Saturday Jan 03, 2009

Jan 2, 2009
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Weird weird weird, to have a wall around my family.

For once my father is the most open person from that world and it creeps me out.

I've never felt like I belonged in my "hometown", but this is a whole new level. Even the places I once called home feel separate and distinct from myself. 'You can't go home again' eh? True enough, especially when home rejects you as much as you always chafed at it.

It gets harder and harder to go 'home' as the days go by. Makes it easy to laugh at the horoscopes and such that claim I should be intrinsically tied to my roots when all I want is to run away.

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