Well, what does one do when he realizes that a good portion of the cause of his recent scathing mood is due to the loss of something he took care not to invest himself in knowing it wouldn't last?
To be a little less LJ; I realized yesterday, while seething at the genius that developed this week's bus schedule, that the pseudo-relationship/summer fling deal I'd been a part of was really the only thing I was really looking forward to and enjoying about life lately. Mix in one part turbo broke and a few parts drinking too much and you've got the recipe for some mood meltdown.
What I'm missing is less the relationship and much more the point of having something joyful and fun to look forward to. Classes start next week and that will help, though the one I have with her might be interesting...
To be a little less LJ; I realized yesterday, while seething at the genius that developed this week's bus schedule, that the pseudo-relationship/summer fling deal I'd been a part of was really the only thing I was really looking forward to and enjoying about life lately. Mix in one part turbo broke and a few parts drinking too much and you've got the recipe for some mood meltdown.
What I'm missing is less the relationship and much more the point of having something joyful and fun to look forward to. Classes start next week and that will help, though the one I have with her might be interesting...