What a funny little switch with not so much as a click.
In less than a week and with no real thought my desire to run and flee not only the city or state, but even the country for destinations unknown fades away. It's not, of course, that I no longer have the desire to travel and live in other locales, but merely a shift away from that seeming like the best possible choice for my happiness.
The stranger part, oddly enough, is not that the change happened. There's another change that accompanied this shift that makes me really think about how I live. I'm in a much happier mental state without some long term plan. This isn't to say I won't look to the future or tuck something away for a rainy day, but living under a plan to reach a far off intangible goal is wearying and doesn't seem to suit me.
Now to work on what else is missing.
In less than a week and with no real thought my desire to run and flee not only the city or state, but even the country for destinations unknown fades away. It's not, of course, that I no longer have the desire to travel and live in other locales, but merely a shift away from that seeming like the best possible choice for my happiness.
The stranger part, oddly enough, is not that the change happened. There's another change that accompanied this shift that makes me really think about how I live. I'm in a much happier mental state without some long term plan. This isn't to say I won't look to the future or tuck something away for a rainy day, but living under a plan to reach a far off intangible goal is wearying and doesn't seem to suit me.
Now to work on what else is missing.
mistressmissy:
We're having a holiday party. Will you be attending?