kaziklu

I got hired to work for a Company based out of the GTA. I have to be there next Monday for a few weeks of Training, the money is horrible but it's a resume builder, and I really think I'm going to love the job.

I'm so happy to get out of North Bay.

That means I get to go to Velvet next week for the first time since I first had an outing with my now Ex. Hopefully I can get out and you know maybe actually talk to a girl without feeling like I'm some how cheating.

Went to a bar in St. Catharines last week and I just couldn't do it, I felt guilty just looking at a girl, it's going to take me a while to get past that, I'm single, the girl I spent 2 years overly devoted to, who I gave up this site for, who I woulda moved to China for if she asked me, isn't going to be with me, we have been apart too long, and we have just grown too far apart.

Figured I'd get that outta my system. lol..

Now I need to just grow a pair. lol