kaziklu

well that is an interesting and at he same time disturbing personality trait that as surfaced. It would seem that when I get really really stressed that instead of wanting to violent hurt things.. I have devloped a desire to be whipped, bit and scratched... and have flesh i can do the same to out of enjoyment.

Downside is naked girls are doing nothing for me right now.. (which normally would be nice ecause I love the artistic nature of many sets) I need a nice little goth girl that can leave teeth marks on me. ...mmm wonder if I should actually look for one... actually actively seeking female remantic companionship... now there is a odd concept for me.. though girls I'm normally attarcted to have one minor flaw.. they won't let me see their souls and are more interested in sex then cuddling..

I swear I am the only guy that can't find a girl that would rather have lots of forplay, and cuddling, watch chick flicks, sunsets and the stars move accross the stars.. while being ok with my desire to bake and cook for them and do randomly nice things at random times.

too bad I'm insecure and desire respectful honesty over even fedility. heck go out and fuck ever guy in a bar one night for all I care so long as you tell me about it.. and we haven't actually stated there is anything monogamistic going on.

ya.. I know I'm alittle odd.. yay insane levels of stress


is it wrong that I'm listening to a bunch of New Kids on the Block... ?