happy wednesday everybody. it's kinda gloomy here, i've just been indoors all day. i learned how to play a couple blues songs on guitar, and i practiced some scales but i have such small hands! it hurts ;-( that just means i have to practice more right? i just got a baby taylor acoustic, and its perfect size for me, but of course the strings are fatter cuz its acoustic, so i have to build more callous.
so, tomorrow morning is my last shift at the coffee shop. i'm kind of scared about job hunting. it gives me anxiety. i have a pit in my stomach right now and i have a feeling its not gonna go away until i find a new job. dont you hate that? well, i suppose i should be glad i feel that way, it just means i have a conscience. this time last year, i had no intention of getting a job and every intention of partying and surfing all day every day. and then doing the same in costa rica lol. party's over ; P
i want to find a cocktail waitress job somewhere, probably downtown. i have experience with cocktailing for a catering company, but never for an actual restaurant or bar. so, i hope someplace will hire me anyways. i have a for sure in at a new hotel opening, but its not for a month or two. eep. and there's always the friend thats trying to get you to strip again ::sigh:: what are you supposed to do when you're young? i guess thats the bililon dollar question right.?
if you've gotten this far, thanks for reading. xoxo, and any input would be amazing. love you guys,
kaylen.
so, tomorrow morning is my last shift at the coffee shop. i'm kind of scared about job hunting. it gives me anxiety. i have a pit in my stomach right now and i have a feeling its not gonna go away until i find a new job. dont you hate that? well, i suppose i should be glad i feel that way, it just means i have a conscience. this time last year, i had no intention of getting a job and every intention of partying and surfing all day every day. and then doing the same in costa rica lol. party's over ; P
i want to find a cocktail waitress job somewhere, probably downtown. i have experience with cocktailing for a catering company, but never for an actual restaurant or bar. so, i hope someplace will hire me anyways. i have a for sure in at a new hotel opening, but its not for a month or two. eep. and there's always the friend thats trying to get you to strip again ::sigh:: what are you supposed to do when you're young? i guess thats the bililon dollar question right.?
if you've gotten this far, thanks for reading. xoxo, and any input would be amazing. love you guys,
kaylen.
Yes, job-hunting is a dreadful experience. No matter how well qualified you are or how experienced or how well you interview there is always a catch - someone better, nepotism, someone asks for less money etc.
Best of luck. If I could give you some advice I would but I spent 6 months trying to change jobs and it was week after week of getting turned down or turning down what was offered and then within a few weeks of giving up even trying, I got offered something new and started 2 days later. Unfortunately that makes it look as if the trick is not to even try, which I don't think is right.